Your Confession

Why is everyone I know fuxking failing me?
为什么我认识的每个人都只会让我失望？
Why is anything I try make it so much worse?
为什么我争取的每件事都只会变得更糟？
When I just found out I was all alone, all alone
正是在我发现自己无人可依的时候
I should've told you that I'm half closed off
我应该告诉你我已经孤立无援
That I expect more than half of
而我期望的远不是你那
Your confession
扭捏的坦白
Not that you owe me a thing
毕竟你对我毫无亏欠
So I'm keeping everything
所以我全都独自承担
I swear I'll never learn my lesson
我发誓我永远不会吸取教训
Because It's deeper than the skin
因为那正是我的本性
I know you believe in help, but I swear I wanna...
我知道你还在等待援手，可我发誓我想……
I don't hate you, but I hate myself
我不恨你，我只憎恨自己
I hate this hand that I've been dealt
憎恨这窘迫的情境
And who I never ask for help
还有我从不向其求助的那些人
Be a man, it's just keep yourself together
所谓男人，不过是苦苦坚持下去
'Til you wish you could be better yeah
直到无力应对抱恨倒下
'cause boys don't cry don't show those tears in your eyes
毕竟常言道男儿有泪不轻弹
Your confession
你的坦白
Not that you owe me a thing
你从来就不欠我什么
So I'm keeping everything
所以我全都独自承担
I swear I'll never learn my lesson
我发誓我永远不会吸取教训
Because it's deeper than the skin
因为那正是我的本性
I know you believe in help, but I swear I wanna...
我知道你还在等待援手，可我发誓我想……
The more I push, the more you pull me away
我越是反抗你就越是把我拖累
I can't believe we act this way, I can't believe we act this way
真不敢相信我们走到了这般田地
And after everything I said that I would do
而即便我说了那么多要做的事
I'm walkin' 'round in circles, I'm following you
我还在原地绕圈，还在跟随着你
And if I fight, the more I try the more that I lose
假入我挺身而出，我越是努力就越会失去更多
I thought I knew you better, I though I knew you!
我曾以为你不止如此，我曾自以为了解你！
Your confession
你的坦白
Not that you owe me a thing
你从来就不欠我什么
So I'm keeping everything
所以我全都独自承担
I swear I'll never learn my lesson
我发誓我永远不会吸取教训
Because it's deeper than the skin
因为那正是我的本性
I know you believe in help, but I swear I wanna...
我知道你还在等待援手，可我发誓我想……
This is deeper than the skin
这种事永远无法改变
So I'm keeping everything
所以我只能独自承担
Never learn my lesson
绝不改变自己
Yeah I swear I'll never learn...
是啊，我发誓我不会改变……