I've lost myself to anxiety
我对焦虑失去感触
Cause I can't find my way out of this hole
因为我以不知该如何走出如此绝境
I can't believe what you've done to me
我不敢置信你对我做出这样的事
You don't wanna see the dark inside my soul
你不会想看见我灵魂深处的黑暗
I'm always dying so quietly
我总是想安静的死去
I know that it's too much for you to handle
我知道这对你来说很难应付
My blade takes away my anxiety
我的刀片带走我的焦虑
I know u think that this is sad, but it's just a sample
我知道你觉得这是可怜可悲的 但这只是冰山一角而已
U really ****** me up, I really wish u knew how much
你真的让我头脑混乱 我真的希望你能知道我何至如此
You're the reason why my blade has always been my crutch
你是我总是用刀片支撑着自己的理由
You're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much
你是我为什么会如此憎恶自己的原因
You're the reason why I can't even ******* trust
你是我为什么失去信任的理由
I know you see me slowly falling apart
我知道你看着我缓缓的支离破碎
There are so many ******* wounds in my heart
有太多的伤痕充斥于这颗心脏
I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches
血流不止的需要把它缝合起来
But the only way to heal me is if you could fix it
但能治愈我的仅你而已
Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
救救我的爱吧 我知道你会想念它的
Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
向我的恭敬和我所有的亲吻说再见
I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying
我是如此的情绪不稳以至总处于哭泣边缘
I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
我无法处理我的情绪所以我避而不管
Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
请救救我的爱吧 我知道你会想念它的
Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
向我的敬重和我所有的亲吻做告别
I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying
我是如此的情绪不稳以至总处于哭泣边缘
I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
我无法处理我的情绪所以我藏起它们
Damn I loved you so much and I admired you
该死的我是如此爱你 如此的想要你
Until I realized what you've put me through
直到我意识到你让我经历了些什么
I can't believe those stupid words you used to say
我不能相信你说出了那些蠢话
Nowadays I think about 'em everyday
让我现今每天都在那么想
I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying
我是离不开哭泣的残破废墟
I'll always be this broken so I started lying
我永远都会是这样的残破不堪 所以我开始撒谎
I'll never recover even though I'm ******* trying
我永远都不会恢复 即使我那样尝试过
No matter what I do I'll just end up dying
不管人生在世我做了些什么 最后都将迎来死亡
I don't understand how you can ******* live with yourself
我不能明白为什么你能独自生活得好好的
I ain't done **** like you and I can't even live with myself
我完全不能像你那样过活
I know you lay awake with anxiety every night
我知道你每夜都难寐的陷入焦虑当中
I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives
我希望你在想你毁了我们的生活
I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up
我充满了灰暗压抑的情绪
I write songs about the things I cannot speak of
我写了一首关于我不能说出口的事的歌
There's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up
尝试着去帮助我是没有意义的 我决定放弃了
You should blame yourself cause I never felt loved
你应该怪罪你自己 因为我从未感受过你爱我
Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
救救我的爱吧 我知道你会想念它的
Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
和我的敬重和我所有的亲吻说再见吧
I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying
我是如此的情绪不稳 每每处于哭泣边缘
I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
我无法处理我的情绪所以我掩藏起它们
Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
救救我的爱吧 我知道你会想念它的
Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
和我的敬重和我所有的亲吻说再见吧
I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying
我是如此的情绪不稳 时常处于哭泣边缘
I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
我无法处理我的情绪所以我掩藏起它们