I'm happy for you
开心是因为你
I'm smiling for you
欢笑是因为你
I'd do anything for you for you
愿意倾尽所有也只为你
It's always for you
它永远属于你
And never for me
却从未真正想过自己
And I need to stop
现在决定放下了
So let me tell you please
多希望你可以听到我一直以来的心声
I'm always sad
心里藏着你的这段时间
And I'm always lonely
我只感到难过孤寂
But I can’t tell you that I'm breaking slowly
但你却不知道对一个人的爱总会逐渐消失殆尽
Closed doors locked in no keys
一直以来紧闭心门
Keeping my feelings hidden
千愁万绪全都埋在心里
There is no ease
是多么地难你又何曾了解
I need it to stop
真的坚持不下去了
And I want to be able
是想洒脱的
To open up but
敞开心扉
My feelings are fatal
但内心早已支离破碎
My feelings are fatal
不堪一击了
How many times
隐忍不言
Must i keep it inside
日复一日
I need to let go
多次试过放手
And i swear that i've tried
又总是自讨苦吃
But opening up means trusting others
但向他人袒露又需要彼此的信任
And that's just too much i don't want to bother
那对我来说太复杂了还是不去麻烦别人了
So i'll keep it inside and bury it deep
所以只能一如既往地深藏心底
I know it's not healthy
我当然清楚这样没有好处
But you won't hear a peep
但对你而言再也不用受到我的打扰了
Though i'm always sad
即使我再伤心
And i'm always lonely
再寂寞
I could never tell you
我永远不想告诉你
That i'm breaking slowly
我的心正在慢慢地破碎
Closed doors locked in no keys
既然决定关了门上了锁也不需要钥匙去开了
Keeping my feelings hidden
逃避了这么久
There is no ease
再难也习惯了
I need it to stop
不想继续
And i want to be able
也不奢求
To open up but
向谁去倾诉
My feelings are fatal
因为对你的这份感情
My feelings are fatal
真的让我觉得好辛苦
My feelings are fatal
累得仿佛要窒息了
feelings are fatal (cover mxmtoon)