IF I DIE

I'm a mind my own business
**** my feelings
And I’m sad and she sad too
If I die then I had to
My life Is turned upside-down, like why? (why?)
And god damn (god damn)
I don't wanna write no list
I don't wanna **** my wrist, god damn (god damn)
Took it all the way
Took it all the way
It goes away
Then it comes back again(again)
Damn, I guess you lost another friend (another)
Talking about it like
It’s a god damn choice (it ain't a choice)
Keep on ******* talking I'ma shut your voice
'Cause I rock designer, don't mean I'm Gucci
You would know if you ******* knew me
She said "Let'em talk, it goes right through me"
I don't know if she said that truly
Hello, you don't gotta lie
And I know it's hard sometimes
How can they think that we don’t try
Even though we tell them
And I’m sad and she sad too
If I die then I had to
My life Is turned upside-down, like why? (whyyyyyyyyyy?)
And I'm sad and she sad too
If I die then I had to
My life Is turned upside-down, like why? (whyyyyyyyyyy?)
And I tip-toe back to the darkness
I don’t want this
What the **** is it you not get?
I don't really wanna talk it out yeah
I just really wanna walk it out
I'ma mind my own business
But my feelings slowly killing
They be drilling into my head
You don't wanna come and see it, you don't
Are you the same that I was blessed?
Then now I feel like I’m too stressed
To live my life, I think it's over
Yeah, yeahhh
And I'm sad and she sad too
If I die then I had to
My life is turned upside-down, like why? (whyyyy?)
And I'm sad and she sad too
If I die then I had to
My life Is turned upside-down, like why?