The Funeral

Say your peace, say your ****** eulogies
Say something, ok lie through your teeth
I left the east, and I never met my niece
She turn 9 next month, matter fact neither did he
Fix your tie, iron the creases
Tell your lies, as memories (yeah)
I'm bout to cry, how was it only me?
Shaking hands up front, I thought blood run deep?
Had to leave the deal to be my own man (yeah)
**** had me ill, I hope you understand (yeah)
I'd rather drown alone by my ******* self
Then rot in hell, sitting on your ******* shelf
Don't misconstrued what I said for attitude
I just had to move, stand up on my own two
My thoughts for food? Ain't that **** kinda crude?
You were like family, it's a lose, lose
It's the funeral
Nothing you could do, I thought you should know
I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below
Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
It's the funeral
Nothing you could do, I thought you should know (yeah)
I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below (yeah)
Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
I don't why I bother
****, I'll never change
I'm an addict like my father just in different ways
Never did coke, cause I know I'd love that ****
I can't sleep as is, up at night trying to make it big
I know what you think of me, trust I hate me too
Scared my girl gone leave me if I don't make it soon
I know she love me, but this rap **** leave
It's scars and wounds
Stuck in my world looking at a different moon
Goddamn **** this ****
Stream of consciousness, this is all it is
Need it more than a hit, than the sip
Been damaged as a kid, and this is the only fix (ugh)
You still sleeping, I'm still grieving
I still barely break even, don't get it twisted
I'm far from peakin'
I'm still breathing, I'm still scheming
That little boy in his room dreamin',
Who risked it all for one reason
It's the funeral
Nothing you could do, I thought you should know
I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below
Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
It's the funeral
Nothing you could do, I thought you should know (yeah)
I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below (yeah)
Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?