sick of everything

And I'ma fall down into ashes
我掉进了无尽的灰烬里
Put my body where the grass is
把我的身体放在草地上
I'ma suffer going under
我饱受磨难
Is it worth it? I still wonder
那样值得吗，我至今还在思考着
I'm on the edge again
我又紧张起来
I'm sick of everything
我厌倦一切
Don't wanna be your ******* friend
不想做你的狗屁朋友
I'm fine with what I have
我很满意我所拥有的
I'll take this to my grave
我会将它带入我的墓里
Get the **** out my face (Get the **** out my face)
不要出现在我面前
Hang me from a chain
把我吊死
I'm just a waste of space (I'm just a waste of space)
我生来浪费空间
Just the thought of it
只是想想而已
It ******* makes me sick
这真他妈让我恶心
So I'm sorry I'm an asshole
我很抱歉我这么混蛋
But my patience's thin
但是我快没有耐心了
On the edge again
又紧张起来
The ice been getting thin
如履薄冰
Well, just pretend everything’s fine
那装作一切都很好的样子吧
Until we fall right in
直到我们坠入爱河
Off the gas again
从气体再次
Searching in my own head
在脑海里搜索
Tryna magnify a reason
想要放大一个原因
Not to end this ****
不想结束这段感情
Note to self, I’m never getting better
给自己一个标签，糟糕的人
I'm a mess, just thought that you’d remember
一团糟的我，但也想你能够记住我
I'm on the edge again
我又紧张起来了
I'm sick of everything
我厌倦一切
Don't wanna be your ******* friend
不想再做你的狗屁朋友
I'm fine with what I have
我很满意我所有的
I'll take this to my grave
我会将它带入坟墓
Get the **** out my face
不要出现在我面前
Hang me from a chain
将我吊死
I'm just a waste of space
生来浪费空间