Glass Hearts

These are the hardest four years of my life
They walk right by me, heads turned with closed eyes
They don’t even see me
At night in my house, I’m still all alone
This is not a home, they don’t even see me
The scars on my body, they don’t even bleed
I never do this for me
The scars on my body, they don’t even bleed
I only do this for you to see
How am I supposed to see through your eyes?
When you never saw the stars were falling at your feet
Is it a song, is that what they need?
For so long I've tried to get them to hear me
Picking & stabbing, their words feel like knives
Tearing and ripping the seams of my life
I've tried to convince them their words hurt like stones
I just wish they’d leave me alone
I am on my knees, I need you to hear me
I am on my knees, hear me please
How am I supposed to hear what you hear?
When you never heard the sound of our glass hearts breaking
With every tick of the clock when you are gone
I know what you've been through, this hell was my life
You have to keep pushing, I've seen through your eyes
Your days are like pages, the chapters unread
You have to keep turning, your book has no end