Murder in My Heart

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[00:15.36]I used to love a boy
I still see him in these rooms
His head was like the summer
And his voice was like the moon
Sometimes he makes me happy
A deeper shade of blue
[00:36.96]And there's murder in my heart
And there's nothing I can do
But now he's two years dead
I hear myself repeating what my father always said
Don't let it make you bitter
I watched what he said
I got murder in my heart
But I'd rather die instead
Somebody wanna take another lover?
Does anybody need another friend?
Right now anybody who isn't me
I kinda like the ocean
With it's arms stretched open wide
But I know what it means
To be dragged out with the tide
And to fight from going under
And to keep myself alive
And there's water in my eyes
When I laid last night
Just to get a little rest
And I walked beneath the streetlight
And I saw nobody there
Just a bitterness that followed me
A saddening surprise
That there's murder in my heart
And I made me that way
There's murder in my heart
And I can't make it go away