There's a reason why I never drank a double shot martini, slightly dirty
我从不喝超过一杯加橄榄汁的马提尼是有原因的
I stop breathing when I'm getting close to diagnosing what I already know
屏住呼吸 一步步接近那个早有准备的结果
I could never ask for help
我从不善于求助
Thought I should just hate myself
想想唯有自己可以责备
I got a feeling if I leave in the morning
如果明天我将离开这个世界
All of my demons are coming for me
迎接我的也只可能是恶魔
I try so hard to think I'm not my father
我告诉自己 我不是我父亲
I forget about what makes me who I am
记不得为何沦落至此
I try so hard to think I'm not a goner
不断告诉自己不是那个将死之人
Mm, but I'm still here where it began
对 我还处在一切的起点
What we had was a lie
曾拥有的 不过泡沫
But I wouldn't take it back
仍然珍视 不舍放弃
What we could have had if you tried
披星戴月 收获几何
But we couldn't make it last
即使珍惜 稍纵即逝
I've been keeping on with the music
音乐是我的挚友
So if he's out there
如果他现在站在门外
Maybe he might hear it
他应该能听到我的呼唤
I've been seeing every single movie
我看了所有乔治克鲁尼的电影
From the one with George Clooney
还记得他
"What are you doing?" he said back in 2010
在那部2010年的电影里说着你在干什么
Back of the theater his face was red
还记得影院屏幕下他的脸显得通红
But I don't ever wanna' change a thing
我希望一切未变
That made me stand on my own two feet
那些让我自力更生的东西
I try so hard to think 'm not my father
我一直提醒 我不是自己的父亲
I forget about what makes me who I am
记不起为何沦落至此
I try so hard to think I'm not a goner
不断提醒自己不是那个将死之人
Oh, but I'm still here where it began
对 我还处在一切的起点
What we had was a lie
曾拥有的 不过假象
But I wouldn't take it back
仍然珍视 不舍放弃
What we could have had if you tried
披星戴月 收获几何
But we couldn't make it last
即使珍惜 稍纵即逝
It's okay to cry, it's okay to laugh
没关系 哭吧 笑吧
It's okay to be happy when 'm told 'm supposed to be sad
即使别人告诉我我有权绝望 我为何不能强装振作
I don't miss the fights, when it got bad
尽管是个无望的战斗 我也要坚持打完
No I don't miss a single thing about my old man
我不想再错过父亲的生活时刻
But what we had (What we had)
曾拥有的 不过泡沫
And I wouldn't take it back
仍然珍视 不舍放弃
What we could have had if you tried
披星戴月 收获几何
But we couldn't make it last
即使珍惜 稍纵即逝
录音 : Dylan Dunlap/Kirk Adolph
混音师 : Ben Zelico
音频后期制作 : Chris Gehringer
What We Had