Drama Queen

Through my teeth feels like I lie when I speak
看起来好像我在说谎
I say what I mean but I don't know what I mean
我试图表达我的想法，但其实我也不知道要说什么
I wanna do the right thing
我不想要犯错
I overthink when I think
却总是过度深思熟虑
I push myself to the brink
我把自己推向了崩溃边缘
Push through another week
又度过煎熬的一周
Replace meals with nothing
三餐颗粒未食
I stare at the ceiling
我盯着天花板
I focus on breathing
专注于自己的呼吸
I'm drama queening
想象自己化身为戏剧女王
On my hands and knees man I dropped all my feelings
匍匐在手和膝盖上，我已经心灰意冷
Considering leaving I've lost all my meaning
考虑过离开这个世界，毕竟我已失去生活的意义
I love you I never want to hurt you
我很爱你，从未想过会伤害到你
If I disappoint you leave me if you have to
如果我让你失望了你就离开我吧
I'm trouble and I‘m dumb too
我是个棘手的问题，而且还愚不可及
Can’t relax and talk smooth
从此以后很难再轻松流利地与你畅谈
Can‘t settle around you
不能待在你身旁
Numb is what I must do
我变得麻木不仁
Numb is how I get through
只能以漠不关心的借口来熬过这一时期
I never want to hurt you
我从未想过要伤害你
If I disappoint you leave me if you have to
如果我让你失望了你就离开我吧
I'm trouble and I‘m dumb too
我是个棘手的问题，而且还愚不可及
Can’t relax and talk smooth
很难再用轻松愉悦的口吻与你交流了
Can‘t settle around you
再也不能陪着你了
Numb is what I must do
我变得麻木不仁
Numb is how I get through
只能以漠不关心的借口来熬过这一时期
Rolled myself into pain with my own two hands
终日以泪洗面
You’re not a game but ill cheat out of our plans
对你的感情绝非儿戏，但病魔打断了我们的计划
If I call you‘re my friend but I forced all what I said
倘若哪天我改口唤你为挚友，那一定是我强迫自己说出的违心话啊
There's a pit in my stomach but ill show up again
病魔在我胃里滋生，周而复始
Replace me with someone
你却移情别恋
I don’t think ill last long
我不觉得病魔会伴我终身
Each day is a problem
每天的生活都成了问题
Each song is my last one
每首歌都可能是我的最后一首歌
I’ve been feeling so rotten
我已疲惫不堪
Like I left me here sitting
就像你把我丢在这里，让我一个人面对这一切
Considering leaving I've lost all my meaning
考虑过离开这个世界，毕竟我已失去生活的意义
I love you I always seem to hurt you
我好爱你啊，尽管这似乎会伤害到你
If I disappoint you leave me if you have to
如果我让你失望了你就离开我吧
I'm trouble and I‘m dumb too
我是个棘手的问题，而且还愚不可及
Can’t relax and talk smooth
很难再用轻松愉悦的口吻与你交流了
Can‘t settle around you
再也不能陪着你了
Numb is what I must do
我变得麻木不仁
Numb is how I get through
只能以漠不关心的借口来熬过这一时期
I never want to hurt you
我不想让你心碎
If I disappoint you leave me if you have to
如果我让你失望了你就离开我吧
I'm trouble and I‘m dumb too
我是个棘手的问题，而且还愚不可及
Can’t relax and talk smooth
很难再用轻松愉悦的口吻与你交流了
Can‘t settle around you
再也不能陪着你了
Numb is what I must do
我变得麻木不仁
Numb is how I get through
只能以漠不关心的借口来熬过这一时期