挣扎

Everyone around me seems so hateful
周围所有人都令我憎恶
Evil still exists inside of angels
天使的内心依然是邪恶
Never knew that life would be so painful
从不知生活会如此艰难
Don't know who to trust I'm in danger
也不晓与谁能建立信任
SAXON:
Maybe I am cocky
也许我太骄傲
Tired of everything now I feel like a zombie
麻木且厌倦所有事
Everything is heavy
一切都很沉重
I got ASD but it barely kills me
我逐渐自闭 但灵魂依在
Nothing impressed me
没有什么能使我振作
I feel less driven I stuck in the tv
我失去动力 对着电视发呆
Don't tryna tease me
别再来戏弄我
I'm out of here and letting my pain leave
我会带着我的痛苦离去

Everyday feels like the same
每天都是一样
Every moment got me cry for the pain
每分每秒都会让我感到崩溃
Ain't that funny I feel bad for me
很好笑吧 我为自己感到难过
Laugh at me and shut my door quickly
嘲笑我吧 把我封闭自己的世界里
Not even kidding
我不把它当作儿戏
I've thought' bout suicide for couple times
我无数次想把自己推向生命的尽头
I know it's not the end
但我知道那不会是我的结局
Cuz I still wanna see u at the night time
因为我还想在每个夜晚跟你相见

Everyone around me seems so hateful
周围所有人都令我憎恶
Evil still exists inside of angels
天使的内心依然是邪恶
Never knew that life would be so painful
从不知生活会如此艰难
Don't know who to trust I'm in danger
也不晓与谁能建立信任
JSEVIL:
Hate me or love me
别让我在海里沉溺
感受过窒息才会懂得去珍惜氧气 Stop lying to me
如何驱赶我的恐惧
对 被你的影子充满了的恐惧
头顶乌云密布 似乎光明被你永久性地占据
现实与信念似乎都在一念间被我碾碎
难道我们的生活真的就离不开痛苦交织的点缀
Oh God 别再给我希望 我早都已经放弃挣扎
丢掉梦想 拿起行囊 也许才是你们口中的成长
SAXON:
Everyone around me seems so hateful
周围所有人都令我憎恶
Evil still exists inside of angels
天使的内心依然是邪恶
Never knew that life would be so painful
从不知生活会如此艰难
Don't know who to trust I'm in danger
也不晓与谁能建立信任