Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever
I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and
I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it 'cause
I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when
It hurts I know that you understand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
'Cause even though I'm older now and
I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if
I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I need you to know I would
Never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
'Cause you were home
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control