Older Than I Am

My heart's seen things I wish it didn't
承受了那些令我愁怨的痛楚
Somewhere I lost some of my innocence
不再如旧天真无虑
And I miss it
但怀念
I miss it
那快乐的过去
Stay up all night thinking it's twisted
夜深未眠 我胡思乱想
My life's been survival of the fittest
我的人生总是坎坷多重
But I did it
但我还是挺过来了
I did it
I do all my own healing
总在自我疗愈
Manage all of my feelings
调节着心绪
I don't ask for help, no
没有任何人供以援助
'Cause I don't need it
凭我一己之力便可成事
'Cause I don't need it
不必求助他人
Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
有时想让自己愚真一些
Be kinda reckless while I can
真的做了傻事 却过为不堪
Say I don't give a damn
嘴边说着不在意
But I'm older than I am
我的心智却已超出现有的年纪
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
伤痛在身时概能让我证明这一点
Just say to hell with all my plans
曾有的规划在今看来都不尽人意
'Cause I don't give a damn
我真不在乎了
But I'm older than I am
如今的我格外成熟
Why am I always the one making decisions?
为何非要让我抉择
How do I handle the pressure?
这压力我怎能承受
I do my best to fake it
我尽力佯装一切安好
But honestly I hate it
但是真的不想这般压抑
I do all my own fighting
我竭力奋斗
I'm who I'ma confide in
我现在只相信自己
Maybe I need help, no
或许也需要他人为助
I won't deny it
但总不承认罢了
I won't deny it
Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
有时想让自己愚真一些
Be kinda reckless while I can
真的做了傻事 却过为不堪
Say I don't give a damn
嘴边说着不在意
But I'm older than I am
我的心智却已超出现有的年纪
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
伤痛在身时概能让我证明这一点
Just say to hell with all my plans
曾有的规划在今看来都不尽人意
'Cause I don't give a damn
我真不在乎了
But I'm older than I am
如今的我格外成熟
Older than I, older than I, older than I
I'm older and I don't give a damn
我愈发成熟 看淡一切
I'm older than I am
我的心智已超出现有的年纪