I could be your hero
我本想成为专属于你的英雄
But I can't get out of bed
但现在却颓废地瘫倒卧床
There's too much in my head
脑中充斥着重重顾虑
I could be more faithful
我本可以从一而终地忠于你
But I fail at that time bad
却在本该与你共患难的时刻没有与你相守
So I run around instead
所以我用逃避来代替愧疚
I wanna be good to myself
我也想对自己好一点
Love harder, breathe more, drink less
爱得深沉,活得更久,减少酗酒
I wanna be seen at my best
我想被别人看到最好的自己
Sleep more, be nice or lie less
不再失眠,好好生活,减少说谎
All I need is 21 days and I'm fine
我只需要21天就可以变得更好
January 1, I'ma still need more time
到了第二年1月1日,却发现我还需要更多时间
Every single year, yeah, it never fails, I try
每一年,是的,我都努力不去失败
But maybe I don't ever wanna put down this life
但或许我并不想放弃这种生活
I can be your best friend
我只好成为你最默契的知己
But I can't pick up my phone
却又没有勇气接你打来的电话
Let it ring 'cause no one's home
就让它一直响吧,因为我装作没人在家
(Let it ring 'cause no one's home)
(它一直在响,只因我装聋作哑)
I'm always drudging into grading
我总苦于评定自己
I should stop all that, I'm sure
我确信我应停止这一切
But I'm just too insecure
可我却极度缺乏安全感
(But I'm just too insecure)
(情绪紊乱,害怕失去)
I wanna be good to myself
我想放过我自己
Love harder, breathe more, drink less
爱得深沉,活得长久,减少酗酒
I wanna be seen at my best
我想将自己最好的一面示之于众
Sleep more, be nice or lie less
不再失眠,好好生活,少说谎言
All I need is 21 days and I'm fine
我只需要21天就可以做到这一切
January 1, I'ma still need more time
可新的一年的1月1日降临,却发现自己还需要更多时间
Every single year, yeah, it never fails, I try
每一年,是的,我都在努力不去失败
(Try, try, try)
一直努力着改变现状
But maybe I don't ever wanna put down this life
或许我根本放不下这种生活
All I need is 21 days and I'm fine
我自以为是地认为仅仅需要21天就可以做到
January 1, I'ma still need more time
新年悄然而至,却发现自己还需要更多时间
Every single year, yeah, it never fails, I try
每一年,是的,我尽全力不再失败
But maybe I don't ever wanna put down this life
或许我早已习惯了这种颓废生活