Just A Dream

Just a Dream -JoJo
I paint my nails black cuz it fits my mood
I'm tired of looking around for something to prove
You don't know how it feels inside my skin
But neither do I because I numb the feeling
Take it away all of my pain
I gotta bottle I need to finish
Take it away take it from me
Cuz if you don't I might drown in it
And I keep telling ma telling ma telling myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin'and tryin'and try try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin'sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up it was just a dream it was just a dream
It was just a dream it was all a dream
I walk around cold to the warmth of life
I see ya tryin'to talk but I'm deaf to lies
Right I believe in promises of tomorrow
If I don't make it there know that I'm that sorry though
Take it away take it from me
Cuz I really wanna believe
After the rain someone'll say
There's really more for me
I keep telling ma telling ma telling myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin'and tryin'and try try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin'sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up it was just a
See I've been through hell and I am still yet to come back
There is no conductor to get this on track
I have dreams of freedom from the circumstance I'm in
If it's in his plans for me then I will win
I'll just dream 'til then
I keep telling ma telling ma telling myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin'and tryin'and try try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin'sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up it was just a dream it was just a dream
It was just a dream it was all a dream
It was just a dream