the internet

I don't think you get it
I was so ****ed up and I never said it
Didn't even tell the friends I had
Knew that I was low, didn't know how bad
And I would get these jitters
Lost my sense of humor and I hated mirrors
Never used to see myself like that
Put my heart on the line, then I pulled it back

'Cause these sharks, they bite
No such thing as a private life
Here you go, here's mine, here you go, here's mine

I can't keep it up
Making out I'm good
Making out that I'm alright
When I sit and cry all night
I think I'm losing touch
With this quite enough
Making out that I'm alright
Wide awake when I'm still tired

Oh, **** the internet
Oh, **** it, yeah

Left to my own devices
I get in my head, baby, I'm a Pisces
Feelings, they build up in my chest
I can't tell a soul, gotta hold my breath
And, yeah, try to hide it though
Turning up, turning up my volume
Always seem the loudest in the room, yeah
Oh, yeah, but

I can't keep it up
Making out I'm good
Making out that I'm alright
When I sit and cry all night
I think I'm losing touch
With this quite enough
Making out that I'm alright
Wide awake when I'm still tired

Oh, **** the internet
Oh, **** it, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Sorry, I've very bad energy
And I know you're coming out in fifteen minutes, so
Many apologies, um, but
Yeah, just one of them ones, um, mm
Maybe I watched, not fighting, I really just wanna throw my phone against the wall at the minute
I hate the ****ing internet

I wanna talk, but if I talk I'm gonna cry
And if I cry, I'm gonna have to tell 'em why
And then I'll overthink the conversation all night
I'm kinda tired so I'll be quiet, though I
I wanna talk, but if I talk I'm gonna cry
And if I cry, I'm gonna have to tell 'em why
And then I'll overthink the conversation all night
I'm kinda tired so I'll be quiet, though I

I wanna talk, but if I talk I'm gonna cry
And if I cry, then I'll have to tell 'em why
And then I'll overthink the conversation all night
All night

Yeah, but I can't keep it up
Making out I'm good
Making out that I'm alright
When I sit and cry all night
I think I'm losing touch
With this quite enough
Making out that I'm alright
Wide awake when I'm still tired

Oh, **** the internet
Oh, **** it, yeah
Oh, **** the internet
Oh, **** it