I've been up thinking, right
我一直在想，对吧
How I can't sleep at night
为什么总是彻夜难眠
Cause I got all this way
因为我一路走来
People asking if I be alright
总是询问我是否安好
Constantly I've been stressing though
我一直都很紧张
Got me losing my appetite
寝食难安
Hooking like I'm two steps from debt
就像我与债务近在咫尺
Halfway into my afterlife
我在黄泉路上
Now I'm falling through
现在我掉下去了
How did I get this far from you
我怎么会离你这么远
And how did I get insomnia
我怎么会失眠
And now tryna get sleep isn't possible
现在连尝试睡眠都是奢侈的
Probably cause I don't wanna face the truth
可能是因为我不想面对真相
Having flashbacks from the days with you
回忆起和你在一起的日子
I can't execute no basic moves
我控制不了肢体
Cause I'm so far gone I'm unable to
因为我已经走远了，我无法做到
I'm staying medicated so I can't feel
我依赖着药物 以至五感封闭
Got people tryna tell me I don't look well
有人告诉我看起来不太好
And I ain't acting like myself lately
我最近不像我自己了
Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggeling
也许我只是厌倦了挣扎
Always ******* up still
总是在抱怨
Pressure weighing on me till I can't move
巨大的压力使我无法动弹
Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due
一直在等着休假，我想那已经过期了
Feeling like a misguided angel falling from the sky
感觉就像一个误入歧途的天使从天空坠落
Watch me as I burn and I crash through
看着我，当我被火焰吞噬的时候
I'm staying medicated so I can't feel
我依靠药物麻醉自己
Got people tryna tell me I don't look well
有人告诉我看起来不太好
And I ain't acting like myself lately
我身体里的他要出来了
Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggeling Always ******* up still
也许我只是厌倦了 总是在该死的挣扎
Pressure weighing on me till I can't move
巨大的压力使我窒息
Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due
我想我的假期已经过期了
Feeling like a misguided angel falling from the sky
感觉就像误入歧途的路西法从天空坠落
Watch me as I burn like a *************
看着我像我母亲一样被燃烧
I've been feeling the weight till I'm feeling like breaking
我感觉不到体重，感觉自己好像在破碎
Now that we're filling my coffin I'm off
既然我们都在棺材，我就可以安心离开了
Tryna be careful of where I was stelling
小心我在哪儿呢
Nothing to show
没什么可展示的
Try not to No use to take your aggression and
不要在我面前展示你的侵略性
I've just been getting as lit asican?
难道我刚变得像个asican一样？
I'm a monster
我是个怪物
I'm staying medicated so I can't feel
我正在接受药物治疗，所以我感觉不舒服
Got people tryna tell me I don't look well
有人告诉我看起来不太好
And I ain't acting like myself lately
我越来越不像我自己了
Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggeling
也许我只是厌倦了挣扎
Always ******* up still
总是在怨天尤人
Pressure weighing on me till I can't move
巨大的压力使我窒息
Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due
我一直等待的假期可能已经过期了
Feeling like a misguided angel falling from the sky
感觉就像误入歧途的天使从天空坠落
Watch me as I burn and I crash through
看着我，当我被烧死的时候
I'm about to crash through, an asteroid
我要撞上一颗小行星
See me burning when I pass through, there's no point
当我经过的时候，看着我燃烧殆尽，没有任何意义
Tryna stop me when I crash through, and that's fact
当我撞过去的时候，他试着阻止我，这是事实
Catching fire through the atmosphere, an impact
在大气中燃烧，碰撞
They all watching when I crash through, an asteroid
当我撞上一颗小行星时，他们都在注视着我
See me burning when I pass through, there's no point
当我划过天空时，看到我燃烧发光，完全没有意义
Tryna stop me, imma crash through, and that's fact
试着阻止我，让我崩溃，这也是事实
Catching fire through the atmosphere, an impact
在大气中燃烧，坠落
They all watching when I
他们都在看着我
Monster