So-So Suicide

I felt the blisters
Below the words
A universe waiting to explode
And I felt the words crawl out of my skull
And now you know
Exactly what you should
Don't bother pretending I seem fine
I like that I'm a mess
I can't stand it much longer in my head
I think it's time for bullets
Became so-so suicidal
And now I know the ugly from the good
Don't bother pretending I seem fine
I like that I'm a mess
I can't stand it much longer in my head
I think it's time for bullets
Don't bother pretending I seem fine
I'm trying to confess
I can't stand it much longer in my head
But it's not time for bullets