Angels

It's not the liquor I'm addicted to, it's feeling brave
让我沉醉其中的不是酒精，而是酒精带来的勇气
The feeling of not feeling the pain
万千感觉之内再无痛苦
I been on and off the bottle, I put oxys up my nostrils, believe me
我断断续续的喝酒，我拼命呼吸，相信我
You do anything to breathe before you suffocate
你会在你窒息之前想尽一切办法去呼吸
I couldn't stop it, staying clean was not an option
我阻止不了我自己，我没办法戒掉毒瘾
I was tryna be myself but being me was such a problem
我想做我自己，但是这对我来说是个问题
I just wanted to be Thomas, but Thomas was at the bottom of a hole he dug
我想成为托马斯那样的人，但是即便是他也深陷于自己所刨的坑
And getting comfortable inside a coffin, ay
在棺材里面舒舒服服的躺着，是啊
He locked it and swallowed the key, he caught up, forgot all his dreams
他把它锁上然后把钥匙吞了下去，忘掉了他所有的梦想
Robbed outta calm and became embalmed in a toxic routine
无法再保持镇静，像是用有毒的物质做了常规的防腐处理
Beer was the escape but I got stuck escaping
啤酒是一种解脱，但是我无法摆脱
Whiskey was the blanket in the coldest basement
在最寒冷的地下室中，威士忌就像是温暖的毯子
Way before the fame, I was wasted
在一鸣惊人的黎明时刻，我失败了
Freezing, doing anything I could to keep the flame lit
冰冷刺骨，我只能尽我所能来保持温度
To anyone going through the same sh!t
给那些正在和我一样经受折磨的人们
Heaven's got enough angels, you need to stay here
天堂里面座无虚席，所以你要留在这里

我也不能强求你留下，但是有时候离开不是一个选择
And I can't make you stay but sometimes going ain't a choice
你所做的每一个选择都无法逃避
And every choice you make is one that you didn't avoid
挥鞭，弃车，烧桥，追星

你会在黑暗中发现怪物，但是什么都不值得
Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars
有时候很难看清真相（透过泪水）
You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard
但是任何地方都要比这里好（直面恐惧）
Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)
让我上瘾的不是酒精，是酒精带来的强大感
But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)
当你人生之中的一半时间都在被人所欺负的时候，你会感到软弱无力，但是这远远不够

然后你喝了几杯酒，随即兴奋了起来
It's not the liquor I'm addicted to, it's feeling tough
最后你有了保护自己的勇气，并且大力挥出一拳
When you get bullied half your life you feel weak like you just ain't enough
肾上腺素会奔涌进你的大脑和血液
Then you have a couple drinks and you catch a buzz
醉心于自信，这可以说是最好的药物了
And finally have the courage to defend yourself and throw a punch
每晚都在最新的酒吧追逐梦想
And that adrenaline goes straight into your brain and blood
你曾经最喜欢的东西不知何时变成了危险的依靠
Addicted to the confidence, it's practically the greatest drug
它思故它在
Chasing dragons every night in all the latest clubs
这就是它不可能喜欢我们的原因
What used to be your favorite thing somehow became a dangerous crutch
我有很棒的父母，很铁的哥们，很高的围墙和漂亮的衣服
It was what it was
我在好的学校，我有帅气的外表，优异的成绩，也有大把可以浪费的时间
And that's the thing, it can happen to like any of us
可是正常的状态只能维持很短一段时间
I had great parents, tight friends, strong walls, nice threads
一个错误的选择引发了恶性循环
Good school, good looking, good grades, time spent
我花了我半生的时间来爬出我给自己挖的那个“洞”
Being normal only lasted for a while
就像天堂有天使一样，我们的家也需要你
One bad choice sparked a downward spiral
我不能强求你留下，但是有时候离开不是一个选择
I've spent half my life tryna climb outta that hole
你所做的每一个选择都无法逃避
Heaven's got angels, we need you at home
挥鞭，弃车，烧桥，追星

你会在黑暗中发现怪物，但是什么都不值得
And I can't make you stay but sometimes going ain't a choice
有时候很难看清真相（透过泪水）
And every choice you make is one that you didn't avoid
但是任何地方都要比这里好（直面恐惧）

我们上瘾的不是酒，而是其他的所有东西
Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars
我们曾拥有过幸福，但是我如今已忘掉那种感觉
You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard
我们和魔鬼一起痛饮，因为我们正穿过地狱
Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)
向上帝祈求一点帮助
But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)
哥们，我经历过，我去过，我也喝过那些酒

我把那些药含在嘴里，然后吐进水槽里面
It ain't the liquor we're addicted to, it's everything else
真相其实并不都是美好的，听好了，这是一个棘手的问题
The happiness we had but we forget how it felt
你要么被你的天使所救，要么就变成一个天使
We been drinking with the devil 'cause we're going through hell
挥鞭，弃车，烧桥，追星
Pray to God for a little bit of help
你会在黑暗中发现怪物，但是什么都不值得
Man, I been there, I did those things, I drank those drinks
有时候很难看清真相（透过泪水）
I took those pills, I puked in sinks
但是任何地方都要比这里好（直面恐惧）
And the truth ain't pretty, listen up, it's a tough one
You get saved by your angels or become one

Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars
You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard
Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)
But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)