Snuff Me Out

Fighting with anxiety
A pointless war inside of me
How come i hate the ones i love
Taking pills it is not enough
I’m so numb it is a tragedy
Hooked on a tendency
Can’t get rid of these dark thoughts
In my head why do you snuff me out
Mix the good time with the bad
Tell me when did i become so sad
Flicking channels on the TV
Just to see the static shining though
Choking on depression it stabs so deep
Straight through my ribs feels like I’m breaking
Flashing blue and white in my eyes
I hear my fans beging for more
More of the sad time
I’ve never sunk this slow
It feels like my hearts on the floor
Chuck it out its going cold
See friends and the faces that i used to love
They pass by straight in a blink
I know they still want me to keep going i will carry on
Fighting with anxiety
A pointless war inside of me
How come i hate the ones i love
Taking pills it is not enough
I’m so numb it is a tragedy
Hooked on a tendency
Can’t get rid of these dark thoughts
In my head why do you snuff me out
Fighting with anxiety
A pointless war inside of me
How come i hate the ones i love
Taking pills it is not enough
I’m so numb it is a tragedy
Hooked on a tendency
Cant get rid of these dark thoughts
In my head why do you snuff me out
Staying afloat with best friends by my side
Yeah they know what its like when
I feel like I’m not coping
I’m sinking down into your red eyes
Yeah your fingers in my soul
Yeah I’ve never felt this cold
So numb,from the pain
Shutting down block it all away
Closing the doors to my house
Yeah I’m in too deep
Watching the water rise above my neck
I cant catch my breath
When will i get a break
No i don’t wanna take
Medication to make me sane
Yeah i wanna be free
Fighting with anxiety
A pointless war inside of me
How come i hate the ones i love
Taking pills it is not enough
I’m so numb it is a tragedy
Hooked on a tendency
Cant get rid of these dark thoughts
In my head why do you snuff me out
Fighting with anxiety
A pointless war inside of me
How come i hate the ones i love
Taking pills it is not enough
I’m so numb it is a tragedy
Hooked on a tendency
Can’t get rid of these dark thoughts
In my head why do you snuff me out