California

Waste a month, waste a year
日复一日，年复一年
Waste the time you could've been here
浪费了所有本该和你一起度过的时间
Count the debt, count the tears
细数借债，细数眼泪
Count the truths and all of my fears
细数真心和我所有的恐惧
I didn't want to be cynical
我也不想如此愤世嫉俗
Passing place for the soul
失魂落魄
You were never predictable
你也从来都是如此自由
Now I need to let it go
而此刻我只能让你走

Found the song, played it back
找到那首歌了，又听了一遍
Heard your voice under the feedback
隐隐约约听到了你的声音
Found a tape that was blank
找到了一盒空白磁带
Saw your face fading into black
慢慢看不清楚你的脸
I know love is delusional
我知道爱情其实是种错觉
And I hate when I'm wrong
而我很不愿意承认自己错了
Yours was never conditional
你的给予从来都没有想过回报
And now I need to get it gone
而此刻我只能就这么放手

No one ever warns ya
从来没有人告诉过你
You'll die in California
你最后是在加洲
Falling in a dream, you let, let go
就这么睡去，你慢慢离去
No one ever seems to say, say so
也没有人想过要说，怎么说
No one ever tells ya
没有人告诉过你
There's freedom in the failure
最终也许更自由
Dying in a dream feels like home
在梦想中离去也还算温馨
No one ever seems to say, say so
也没有人想过要说，怎么说

Close my eyes, close my heart
闭上眼睛，封闭自己
Close the book I never meant to start
关上那本一开始也没想过要看下去的书
Say your name in the dark
在黑暗里念着你的名字
No one said it would be this hard
没有人告诉我会有这么难
I didn't go to the funeral
我没有去你的葬礼
Heard you cry on the phone
隔着电话听到你哭了
Your voice was so beautiful
你的声音还是那么美
And now I need to let it go
而此刻我只能让你走

No one ever warns ya
从来没有人告诉过你
You'll die in California
你最后是在加洲
Falling in a dream, you let, let go
就这么睡去，你慢慢离去
No one ever seems to say, say so
也没有人想过要说，怎么说
No one ever tells ya
没有人告诉过你
There's freedom in the failure
最终也许更自由
Dying in a dream feels like home
在梦想中离去也还算温馨
No one ever seems to say, say so
也没有人想过要说，怎么说

God bless this mess that we made ourselves
上天保佑这段我们自找的折磨
Pull me into the screen at the end and
我终于还是被这屏幕吞噬
God bless this mess that we made for ourselves
上天保佑这段我们自找的痛苦
Pull me into the screen at the end
我终于还是被这屏幕吞噬

Pull me into the screen at the end
我终于还是被这屏幕吞噬
Pull me into the screen at the end
我终于还是被这屏幕吞噬
To the screen at the end
被这屏幕吞噬