Highschool in class think of dropping out
But that be somethin I could never really talk about
Everybody always said it ain't an option how
I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce
Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out
The ******' ground like a zombie I'd walk around
And people eye me down
It's like they talk about me without givin a **** bout what they talk about
Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night
And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******' stop
I grew up around an abundance of
Preppy motha ****** never been one of em
So because I wasn't conforming
Didn't play sports or listen to the stuff they bump
Or rock the **** they rock, or talk the way they talk
I was an easy target so they always picking on me
I had to brush it off like a dusty mop
I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up
Cuz I be walking in the hallway hearin this **** all day
There's a limit that come with the **** that y'all say
People callin' me a ****** for rappin and tellin' me
To kill myself like it don't even matter
One day I said **** it, threw a middle finger up
At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it
At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with
These people telling me that I ain't worthy of ****
Said I been feelin' like I got nobody by my side
While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night
And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******' stop
Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side
While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night
And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******* stop
Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke
Chillin' with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned
Fridays were the days we would always wanna
Buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full
I was smokin' for a minute I dont know how often
But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems
I would always call her out like no your wrong
It's not a big ****** deal I can do what I want
And I regret that ****, soon enough a bad experience
Put me in depression wishin it would just end
Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't
Coulda been that it was strong **** that I couldn't **** with
So I quit, 'bout 2 years later started smoking again
And the same **** happened
Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already
In a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that
So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate
All I have to say
That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing
Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made
Don't give a **** what you have to say
Making music and improving on my craft can be challenging
But I'm trying hard thats the key
Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side
While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night
And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******* stop
Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side
While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night
And I ain't tryna justify ****, can't provide with empty pockets
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ******* stop
HIGHSCHOOL