Not Today
I've given up in finding love
我已放弃寻找爱情
Not for good but for now
但如今情况未有好转
Need to buffer my heart
我的心需要缓缓
Need to calibrate, need to calibrate my heart
我的心需要安慰一下
Need some time to just be me
我需要一点时间来做我自己
Eating pounds of cheap ice cream
吃几磅的便宜冰淇淋
Haven’t showered in a week
我一星期都没洗澡了
And I am-
而我-
And maybe one day I'll
而也许有一天我会
Say things that are better off this way
说些比较好的话
But not today
但今天不行
Not today, not today
但这次不行，这次不行
想远离喧嚣的生活
Taking time off of life
真的会是过错吗
Is that really a crime
我没有那种意思
I don't mean to imply
也许我还是应该永远地离开
That I’m gone for good
但我并不会离开
I'm not gone for good
我的精力已耗尽
But my battery is drained
无法证明我的信仰
Need a bit to charge my faith
可能我还是害怕离开你
Cause after you I'm still afraid
我走了，我走了
I'm gone, I'm gone
而也许有一天我会
And maybe one day I'll
说些更好的话
Say things that are better off this way
但今天不行
But not today
但这次不行，这次不行
Not today, not today
也许我依旧
寻找着更好的乐章
Maybe I'm moving on
也许是时候说出我错了
Finding a better song
这样总是能有效
Maybe it's time to say, I was wrong
试着结束痛苦
Cause it always worked
试着去假装
To try the pain ends
我还深陷与爱
Trying to pretend
而也许有一天我会
I’m in underneathing love
说些更好的话
And maybe one day I’ll
但今天不行
Say things that are better off this way
但这次不行，这次不行
But not today
Not today, not today