Hold On

I forget what it feels like, to hear my name
我早就忘记了那种听到自己名字的感觉
From your lips when they're on mine, when you're all I taste
特别是从你的嘴唇里说出，毕竟它们和你都曾是我的全部
And I won't say that it killed me, to know you love me less
纵然我知道你不爱我了，我也不会说出我很心痛
So I just lie and I tell you, "I wish you the best"
所以我只能撒着谎对你说 "祝你们幸福"
And I can't shake the feeling, that it's not just me
当然我无法摆脱这种感觉，这也不能说是我的问题
Who can't pretend that I'm leaving, pretend that I agree
因为谁也不能假装自己退出，假装自己承认
And I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
我看到你和别人在一起，紧紧相拥，爱意缠绵
While I beg for someone to hold on
尽管那时我也祈求能被人拥抱
And I can't act like I'm living, if I can't get to sleep
如果我还执着于你而失眠，我就无法活出自己的样子
Feels like our friends only know you, when you're next to mе
感觉就像当你站在旁边的时候，我们的朋友只会注意到你
Then I see you with someone, holding on, calling it lovе
然后我还是会想起你和别人一起，紧紧相拥，爱意缠绵
While I beg for someone to hold on
而那时的我却无人拥抱
The other day, found a note that, you never read
有一天，我找回了一本你从未看过的笔记
Can't stop myself from thinking, what if you never left
这又让我止不住幻想，如果你从未离开过会怎样
And I won't say that I'm okay, can't get you out of my head
我也不会说我过得很好，因为我仍旧无法忘记你
But it hurts less to know that, I was your second best
但知道我只是你的备胎，我就不会那么伤心了
And I can't shake the feeling, that it's not just me
我无法摆脱这种感觉，这也不能说是我的问题
Who can't pretend that I'm leaving, pretend that I agree
因为谁也不能假装自己退出，假装自己承认
And I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
我看到你和别人在一起，紧紧相拥，爱意缠绵
While I beg for someone to hold on
尽管那时我也祈求能被人拥抱
And I can't act like I'm living, if I can't get to sleep
如果我还执着于你而失眠，我就无法活出自己的样子
Feels like our friends only know you, when you're next to me
感觉就像当你站在旁边的时候，我们的朋友只会注意到你
Then I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
然后我还是会想起你和别人一起，紧紧相拥，爱意缠绵
While I beg for someone to hold on
而那时的我却无人拥抱
Then I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
我看到你和别人在一起，紧紧相拥，爱意缠绵
While I beg for someone
尽管那时我也再祈求着
And I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
我还是会想起你和别人一起，紧紧相拥，爱意缠绵
While I beg for someone to hold on
而那时的我却无人拥抱