Insecure

Imagine if I could see
曾幻想过倘若我能够
Myself like you're seeing me
如你注视我那般凝望着自己
I wouldn't be so obsessed
我怎会如此执迷不悟
With being somebody else
抛却本心，曲意逢迎
Imagine if I was free
曾遐想过若是我可以
From all the self-deprecating disease
摆脱我自嘲自贬的心疾梦魇
Compare myself to the screen
去与光鲜亮丽的银幕世界一争高下
And all the fake, plastic, glorified dreams
一切表里不一、虚与委蛇、哗众取宠的梦想
Insecure and I don't know why
那种不安感，真的无迹可寻
It's just you and I, I think it's all in my head
只是我们二人，活在我的思绪里
I'm insecure and I don't know why
那种不安感，真的如鲠在喉
Sometimes I wanna die, I don't know why
有时我愿了结此生，真的都不懂

如果一切安好那又怎样
What if I was okay
就是这样的荒诞疯狂
With being mad strange
曾假想过如果我逃避了我所痛恨的情感
Imagine if I escape all the feelings I hate
且从未毁掉昭示了我已支离破碎的那些过往
And not break all the habits that told me I'm damaged
或许我该相信
Maybe then I'd believe
当你轻声呢喃夸赞我明眸皓齿、国色天香
When you say I'm pretty, I'm pretty, I'm pretty
那种不安感，真的茫无所知
Insecure and I don't know why
只是我们二人，活在我的心头
It's just you and I, I think it's all in my head
那种不安感，真的百思不解
I'm insecure and I don't know why
有时我愿了却残生，真的都不懂
Sometimes I wanna die, I don't know why
掩盖起我的瑕疵
Camouflage to hide my flaws
只存在于我的脑海中，而不是灵魂深处，我想放它走
It's only in my head, it's not my soul, I think I'll let it go
紧紧握住愚蠢的想法
Hanging on to silly thoughts
只潜伏在我的意识里，而不是心田之间，我会饶它活
They're only in my head, it's not my heart, I gotta let it go
那种不安感，真的不甚了了

只是你我一双人，独留于我的记忆中
Insecure and I don't know why
It's just you and I, I think it's all in my head