Not What You Expected

Lost in the hue of the streetlights
迷失在街灯的色调中
Whippin’ thru the rain in the dark night
在黑暗的夜晚，在雨中疾驰
Thoughts clouded in my head, recollecting what you said
回想起你说的话，我脑子里一片混乱
About the pain I have caused you, you can see my scars too
关于我给你带来的痛苦，你也能看到我的伤疤
I get it, we live it
我明白，我们要活下去
No I can’t keep this hidden
不，我不能把这隐藏
I’m searching for the means to end
我正在寻找结束的方法
Frustration that I’ve trapped within
我深陷其中的挫败感
So I’m just not what you expected
所以我和你所期望的不一样
I’m living so reckless ya you know I’m restless
我生活得如此鲁莽，你知道我焦躁不安
Sometimes I just can’t even take it
有时我甚至无法承受
Everyday’s the same s**t eroding out my patience
每天都是同样的事，消磨我的耐心
She’s lives in the past while i live in the present
她活在过去，而我活在当下
It starts to feel like too much but it’s just been a minute
我开始觉得有点太久了，但只是一分钟而已
I’ve been living the worst yet sometimes
我有时过着最糟糕的生活
But do you even care that much to say bye
但你真的在乎说再见吗
Break me down
令我崩溃
Let me drown
让我溺死
Hurts so much but don’t stop now
伤害这么多，但现在不要中止
She’s had enough it’s been a long while
她受够了好久不见了
So I’m just not what you expected
所以我和你所期望的不一样
I’m living so reckless ya you know I’m restless
我生活得如此鲁莽，你知道我焦躁不安
Sometimes I just can’t even take it
有时我甚至无法承受
Everyday’s the same s**t eroding out my patience
每天都是同样的事，消磨我的耐心
I never was what you wanted
我从来都不是你想要的
Taught me how to love then we lost it...
教我如何去爱，然后我们却失去了它