hey, what's up

Hey, what's up
嘿 最近怎么样
Is all I can get out
是我唯一能吐露的
She knows that there's something wrong
她知道有万定有一
I'm depressed as ****
失意必有其因
Is what I would say
是我唯一愿承认的
If I knew she'd still feel same
如果她也如此这般
So I don't say much
所以 无需多言
Cause' I'm scared of the judgment
我已蹈过涛涛论断
I know she won't even give
我知道她不屑于此
But I've had enough
但我无法退却
I've had enough
我受够了这些
I hesitate to be honest
犹豫了真诚
Rather tell you I'm fine and
我安好如故
I've never been better
不输往日
There's nothing a matter
百无聊赖
When really I'm breaking
崩溃了心灵
And I'm Scared to admit
我畏而无望
I guess I'd rather be sad
沉沦往日
Than open up and work through it
何谓奋起
We can't put to words
感情锁于内心
What we're feeling
编成哑谜
So we pretend
于是我们装作
Like it's some perfect world
世界正于良辰
Where everything's okay
万物皆循光阴
We're all doing just great
我们恰到好处
Hey, what's new
嘿 讲讲新鲜事
My parents will ask
父母会这样问向我
But I barely can give a reply
回答却是难上加难
I'm praying for you
我一直为你祈祷
I'll tell them the same
我会如此回答
When we both know that that's a lie
尽管你我心知肚明
The truth comes through
真相汹涌而至
I'm hanging on by a thread
命运悠悬一线
And it's only a matter of time
静待时间之刃
It's sad but true
悲即真实
There's nothing new
毫无意外
I hesitate to be honest
犹豫了真诚
Rather tell you I'm fine and
我安好如故
I've never been better
不输往日
There's nothing a matter
百无聊赖
When really I'm breaking
崩溃了心灵
And I'm Scared to admit
我畏而无望
I guess I'd rather be sad
沉沦往日
Than open up and work through it
何谓奋起
We can't put to words
感情锁于内心
What we're feeling
编成哑谜
So we pretend
于是我们装作
Like it's some perfect world
世界正于良辰
Where everything's okay
万物皆循光阴
We're all doing just great
我们恰到好处
In all the conversations
逐字凿刻印画
Never changing
墨落成章
It's all routine
句点圈连始末
They stay the same
如此往复
And I know that I'm the one to blame
陷于无尽责罚
But I won't change
但我不愿脱罪
Hey, what's up
嘿 最近怎么样
We can't put to words
感情锁于内心
What we're feeling
编成哑谜
So we pretend
于是我们装作
Like it's some perfect world
世界正于良辰
Where everything's okay
万物皆循光阴
We're all doing just great
我们恰到好处
In all the conversations
逐字凿刻印画
Never changing
墨落成章
It's all routine
句点圈连始末
They stay the same
如此往复
And I know that I'm the one to blame
陷于无尽责罚
But I won't change
但我不愿脱罪
Hey, what's up
嘿 最近怎么样