Feeling used
感觉被利用了
But I'm still missing you
但我还是好想你
And I can't
无法相信
See the end of this
原来，这就是我们的结局
Just wanna feel your kiss
好想再感受一次
Against my lips
你吻在我唇上的感觉
And now all the time
可是这些时光
Is passing by
都已成为了过去
But I still can't seem to tell you why
我始终没能告诉你
It hurts me every time I see you
每次看到你我的心都好疼
Realize how much I need you
现在才知道我有多需要你
I hate you I love you
我恨你，我也爱你
I hate that I love you
我更恨自己还爱你
Don't want to but I can't put
不想这么没出息
Nobody else above you
却又无法找到可以取代你的人
I hate you I love you
我恨你，也还爱你
I hate that I want you
我好恨自己还爱你
You want her you need her
而你想着的，你需要的却只是她
And I'll never be her
我却永远也不能成为她
I miss you when I can't sleep
想你到深夜，辗转难眠
Or right after coffee
甚至喝完咖啡的时候
Or right when I can't eat
吃不下饭的时候，我都会想你
I miss you in my front seat
想念你坐在我前面
Still got sand in my sweaters
把沙子塞进我的衣服里
From nights we don't remember
时间已经模糊了这些回忆
Do you miss me like I miss you
你会不会像我想你一样想我啊
****** around and got attached to you
奋不顾身的想和你在一起
Friends can break your heart too and
朋友们也常常会让你伤心不已
I'm always tired but never of you
我却从来没有因为爱你而感到难过
If I pulled a you on you you wouldn't like that ****
如果强迫你爱上我，你也不会开心的吧
I put this reel out but you wouldn't bite that ****
把最想说的话都告诉你，你也毫无感觉吧
I type a text but then I never mind that ****
我并不在意你会不会看那些写给你的消息
I got these feelings but you never mind that ****
我的难过，你也从来感受不到吧
Oh oh keep it on the low
我该把这些放在心里的
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
我猜你还爱我吧，只是不敢告诉朋友们
If you wanted me you would just say so
可是，如果你真的爱我，为什么不说
And if I were you I would never let me go
如果换成我，绝不会放开你的手
I don't mean no harm
我从没想过要伤害你
I just miss you on my arm
我只是好想你在我怀里的感觉
Wedding bells were just alarms
你婚礼上的钟声像刀子一样
Caution tape around my heart
一次又一次的刺在我的心上
You ever wonder what we could have been
你从想过，或许我们也能走向婚礼的殿堂吧
You said you wouldn't and you ******* did
你说过永远不会离开，最后你还是走了
Lie to me lie with me get your ******* fix
谎言都只是为了哄我上床，还冠冕堂皇的说复合
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******* mixed
脑袋里混乱的像喝下的酒，不知滋味
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
我总是会想念那些早该忘记的人
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有时候你故意的和我保持距离
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我必须控制自己，不能再重蹈覆辙
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
爸爸说，你会让我学会成长
When love and trust are gone
当我失去所有对你的爱和信任
I guess this is moving on
一切都会好起来的吧
Everyone I do right does me wrong
我爱的人都背叛了我
So every lonely night I sing this song
每个孤独的夜晚，我都会唱这首歌
I hate you I love you
我恨你，我也爱你
I hate that I love you
我更恨自己还爱你
Don't want to but I can't put
却又无能为力
Nobody else above you
你占据了我的心，没有余地
I hate you I love you
我恨你，我也还爱你
I hate that I want you
我恨自己那么想你
You want her you need her
你爱的是她
And I'll never be her
我却不是她
All alone I watch you watch her
我只能看着你和她在一起
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
你的眼里只看得到她
You don't care you never did
你从不会在意你不爱的我吧
You don't give a damn about me
你也不从会施舍给我哪怕一点点关心
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
我永远无法走进你的视线
She is the only thing you've ever seen
你的眼里只有她一个
How is it you never notice
什么时候你才会看到
That you are slowly killing me
遍体鳞伤的我啊
I hate you I love you
我恨你，我爱你
I hate that I love you
却更恨自己
Don't want to but I can't put
不想越陷越深
Nobody else above you
却无法找到谁替代你
I hate you I love you
我真的恨你，也真的爱你
I hate that I want you
却只能怪自己
You want her you need her
你爱的是她
And I'll never be her
我却从来不是她
i hate you，i love you（翻自 gnashOlivia O'Brien）