Before & After (Intro)

Hi, my baby, I miss you
And I'm blowing up your phone
'Cause I'm drunk, I'm sorry, bye
You don't answer when I call or anytime I'm with you
That's what I wanna say in your face
Sy, you don't, I don't have you though
I know you **** *****es, I know you **** hoes
I don't care about those hoes
I just don't trust you anymore
I feel like I don't even know you
I love you, I do
I can't just, I just can't do this anymore, Sy
I can't, I can't do this
It's a time where you
Have to either be honest to my face, look
You're either gonna be with me
And I'm gonna cheat on you and **** other *****es
Or if you're not gonna be honest like that,
You have got to commit and be loyal to one good girl
'Cause you are a great guy
You're so talented, you're a great father
You're very passionate, you're very, when you wanna be
But you can't, you can't keep living this life
But if you're gonna live it,
You need to be rule this as **** and be honest with these hoes
Don't keep leading these *****es on
Because I'm not gonna lie
I feel like I was lead on
The whole year I loved you and liked you
And felt like, yo, like, Sy Ari Da Kid
This like, we first started talking, what?
Like, this my bae, this my boo
And I love that, he so different
He so deep, he loves his son
He's so musically inclined, like I love him
He's so, you don't have time for me
I know He don't have time for me, why?
Because he's with his son
He didn't have time for me, why?
Because he's recording
Because he's so focused on his music like
He's not being right, no, *****
He's with other hoes
Like now is my decision to **** with you or not