Ain’t No Grave (Demo)

Most of my ******* life
Ive been torn into two

If you love me then I love you
This song is for you

Its die hard till you know that you set
All this singing you was an emotional wreck
The closer I get its like the further I feel
And my heart is turning to this heavy armor and stealth
Its hard to be real hard to listen to the dumb *************t

And I take a lot of pills cause it numb ************ *t

I wish I had another path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle
Graphic novel my future a box and an urn

Im having dreams about death but Im not that concerned

Numb diseases through the seasons that turn
Watch the leaves from the trees turn to Zs and then burn
Im eager to learn but Im holding my breath
Everyday just another step closer to death
Aint no grave can hold my body down

Aint no grave can hold my body down

Ive been alive longer than I expected to be

And took care of everything thats expected to me

Took care of my girl and my mother

I told her that Im always here and I love her
I handle *************t differently cause Im grown now

And the truth is that Id rather be alone now

Id rather not have to deal with the day

And I hate when people ask me how Im feeling today

My brother Razghoul we had a beaf and grudge
But we grew up together cousin so its peace and love

I wish all the best I wish all the *************ne
I wish I didnt wanna offer my thoughts with a 9
Im thoughtful and kind but Im evil at last
And everything I love has turned in a tedious task

I fill the life away and wait for people to pass
But nobody wants to help you see through the mask
Aint no grave can hold my body down

Aint no grave can hold my body down

I dont wanna be a burden to you all
I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for

I feel like nothing I do is ever right

And that Im acting a fool anotha night
Nah I admit I dont take care of myself
So I do a lot of thinking I am preparing myself
Cause a fact is that my father died young and I might too
And it aint any way to say what I might do

I dont wanna have to leave my mother behind

I dont want her to cry because the struggle is mine

I dont want for her to grind no more
I dont want for her to work a 9 to 5 no more

I aint eva work a ******* 9 to 5 before

So Im tryna get this money to provide for you all

The ********** ***t aint work out and all of a sudden Im gone
Just remember that the mother******* love is gone
Aint no grave can hold my body down

Aint no grave can hold my body down

Aint no grave can hold my body down

Aint no grave can hold my body down

Aint no grave can hold my body down

Aint no grave can hold my body down

Yeah Im eager smaling in problem

Yeah Im eager yeah

Yeah Im eager smaling in problem

Yeah Im eager yeah