The Magic Roundabout

Stop your tears from hiding,
See them mesmerise your skin,
Its all that
I can do to keep away from going in,
I fed the ghost of plenty as the perfume turned to grey,
If life is still worth living, how come
I feel afraid?
One day, some day,
I will take from the air,
The only way out,
I cant deny the honesty,
I want to stay but its more than me
Im losing all the reason, keep forgetting what
Ive said,
Oh I try to bring it closer but theres nothing in my head,
I dont believe in ever and
I dont believe in now,
If life is still worth living, how come
I feel alone?
Suddenly, if it comes then
Im gone Whey dont you talk to me, see
Im not your enemy?
I am right by your side,
I want to stay but its more than me.
Each time you go down , dont forget to remember
Everything is easy, most of all believing,
It will take you over, it will bring you down,
Its hidden in the language, its in the words
I say (I say so).