The Initial High

[Verse 1]
Felt like I was dreamin
Finally I had a roof and that was proof that I could do it like a He-Man
If I can make it, Ima tell you anyone can make it
I was naked wit no money lookin bummy, barely breathin
Wake up in the alley or the playground slide
Broken shoes up on my feet and I dont got no ride
Not a penny and my stomach is talkin and tellin me to hurry up and get to eatin
*********** you will die
No *********** scrapin pipes and scrap like I was Tyson
***********a what you think, I spent my whole life fightin
Steaming up inside Id rather hurry up and ride and put a whistle in his eye
Battle axe him like a viking
The last of my kind
I will not be here forever all I hope is that my music passes through time
The dark side is in me
Im a demon maybe thats the reason that I always have these passions of crime
Puttin a message in my rhyme never let nobody tell you that you ***********t
********** * em and you tell em that I said it
Every time I go and do a show they on my *********** ***********
* ********** used to tell me that I was pathetic
Thats some funny ***********t aint it?
Even saw em faint and plus Im signin *********** ***********, what you trippin off a me?
Even tho I look up in the mirror and I see the same **** ******* who was broke and dirty sleepin in the street
Different shoes up on my feet ***********, nobodyll know
The process servers lookin for me at my show
I might get murdered every time I hit the door
I go hamburger wit my *********** up in these hoes
My lifes been ****** everybody think its cool, but ***********asll never understand how I grew up
What I went through
I done witnessed all the type of *** ********t that make a normal *********** just spew guts
****** in the winter, always stuck with no dinner
I really never knew when the demon did enter
It must have been the way that I was treated
Tied up and beaten, threw up in the closet with splinters
I give the type of pain I was given as a kid
Im the one that got to sleep at night just knowin what I did
All I saw was gunfire, ***********s gettin hit
Bodies droppin no-one stoppin even though its little kids
This the type ah ***********t I lived through
My parents never gave a ***********t, always actin like I was a bother
So a *********** looked to the heat
Jumped in with 2 feet, *********** it now the streets is my father
No record label wanted to sign this ***********, said *********** everybody Ima do it for myself
Put my **** *******t up on the shelf and I did it with no help
Now the whole world sayin where they find this ***********
Sleepin in the dirt I remind these ***********s
I been doin this ***********t so long with no days off
After fifteen ****** ***** years, I can finally say this ***********t here starting to pay off
A spider in the night, a once in alifetime human being what you need a reason from me?
Reason to breathe?
Take a look into the eyes of death and homie you will only see The Last Demon!