C ant decide

Suns coming up and i cant decide
To spill my emotions or keep them inside
Go for a drive, go to the store
Im looking for something that cant be bought there
I always wear a smile
Because anything but a smile would make me have to explain
And they wouldnt understand anyway
I conceal my feelings so i wont have to explain
What i cant explain anyway
I cant decide
I cant decide
I cant decide anything
I cant decide
I cant decide
I cant decide anything
Every time i open my mouth
I always wish i had kept it shut
I gotta spill my guts - but i dont dare
I take a look around, i know that no one else cares
Suns coming up and i cant decide
To spill my emotions or keep them inside
Go for a drive, go to the store
Im looking for something that cant be bought there
I always wear a smile
Because anything but a smile would make me have to explain
And they wouldnt understand anyway
I conceal my feelings so i wont have to explain
What i cant explain anyway
I cant decide
I cant decide
I cant decide anything