looking for a light that doesn't fade (Prod. offline & 1800entity)

I been looking for a light that doesn't fade
我一直在尋找不會消逝的光芒
I been looking for a light that doesn't fade
我一直在尋找不會消逝的光芒
I been cooling in the night with my blade
我和我的刀片都在夜裡感到寒冷
I been cooling in the night with my blade
我和我的刀片都在夜裡感到寒冷
She asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight
她問我我在幹嘛，我說我在減肥
I said I'm here now but she said its too late
我說我現在在這兒了，她卻說太晚了
All the f*cking time that I went and put to waste
所有那些我擁有卻浪費掉的時光
Never knew it happened no I never left a trace
從未得知它已發生，我沒留下一丁點痕跡
Cause it's all gotta change one day
因為總有一天會改變
But for now it stays the same
但現在來說，它依舊如此
I've been slowing down my heart rate
我在放慢我的心速
And numbing out the aches
麻木我的疼痛
Cause it's all gotta change one day
因為總有一天會改變
But for now it's all the same
但現在來說，它依舊如此
I've been slowing down my heart rate
我在放慢我的心速
I been numbing out my aches
麻木我的疼痛
Baby girl I feel alone
親愛的，我很孤獨
I been thinkin bout u when I'm low
每當我沮喪時便想起你
I feel like I've lost everything
感覺就像失去所有
I feel like I am dead within
我的內在好像死了一樣
Baby girl I feel alone
親愛的，我很孤獨
I make it worse when I am smoking ****
吸食興奮劑我卻把它弄得更糟
I feel like I've lost everything
感覺就像失去所有
I'm crying with lil sedative tonight
今晚吃了一點鎮靜劑可我還是在哭
Girl I never feel at home
親愛的我從未感覺自在
I'm acting strong but I just can't go on
我裝出堅強但是真的做不下去了
I wish that I could make u see
我希望我可以讓你看到
I wish that you could make me feel again
我希望你可以讓我再擁有一次感覺
Oooo
哦
I feel so lonely
我很孤獨
Oooo
哦
I feel alone...
我很孤獨