I Hope I'm Not Wrong
I'm finally 23, I've seen so many countries I thought I'd never get to see
我終於23歲了，遊歷多國也算長了點見識
And I understand the blessing I've been given by being able to get in front of an audience
體會過被眾人賜予福澤的滋味，畢竟誰不曾心高氣傲卓然超群過呢
And sometimes I wish I could take this back and find a way back
我時常奢望收回覆水，找一條通往過去的時光隧道
To the friendships I had before I started chasing after all of this
這樣我就可以牢牢守護曾經的友情，而不是在它們逝去後苦苦挽回
When everybody else is getting married and having kids
人人都結婚生子
And I'm trying to get rid of the thought that over the next five years
可我還在同下一個縹緲的五年做遙遙無期的抗爭
She left 'cause she wanted to have children, but I still wanted to be a kid
她希望我們能生個孩子可我自己都還只是個孩子，所以最後她也離開
And I don't think I'm gonna change anytime soon
我想我暫時無法做出任何改變了
I hope that my son and I will have some things in common
如果真的有個兒子，倒希望他繼承我身上的一些什麼
So we can talk often
這樣我們就能有點共鳴吧
And we 'll share it all
我們可以無所不談
I hope that my son and I will have some things in common
如果真的有個兒子，倒希望他繼承我身上的一些什麼
'Cause me and his mom will love each other
至少他的父母彼此相愛
Oh, I hope I'm not wrong
哦真希望我是對的
And love is like poison
愛本就如烈性毒藥
I'm listening to the voices
只能在冥冥中諦聽
Of what I thought I understood
思想和直覺的呢喃自語
We're tasting our own venom
無人能免於自食苦果
And turning it into a weapon
又以之為利刃甲胄
And trying to say it's all for good
麻痺自己道，今之所為初衷皆是良善
And I can see through what I thought was a wall
我看穿這些紛繁念頭，它們像一堵厚厚的牆
And I can tell you now, I don't know it all
可我只能坦言，對此我也束手無策
I hope that my son and I will have some things in common
如果真的有個兒子，倒希望他繼承我身上的一些什麼
So we can talk often
這樣我們就能有點共鳴吧
And we'll share it all
我們可以無所不談
I hope that my son and I will have some things in common
如果真的有個兒子，倒希望他繼承我身上的一些什麼
'Cause me and his mom will love each other
至少他的父母彼此相愛
Oh, I hope I'm not wrong
哦真希望我是對的
He told her that he felt he was just a quick bird in cigarette
他告訴她自己只是個在尼古丁裡醉生夢死的怪咖
And she had a whole pack
而她手裡恰好拿著一整盒煙
He knew the analogy is tried
他相信她會理解這個比喻
But he also knew she would understand
她也會理解他
He knew she was smart
畢竟她是那麼冰雪聰明
She just did not understand that being addicted to something does not mean you need it
她只是不明白喜極成癮並不意味著心有所需
He, on the other hand understood
而他深諳其道
But only because he was an addict first
只因為他曾深陷其中無法自拔
He's prayers had become violent but not towards anyone
他的內心止不住發狂咆哮不為任何
Just towards the hurricane he felt in his lungs every time she took another drag
只因肺裡的颶風隨著她吐出的煙圈不停叫囂
He was alone
他拖著支離破碎的靈魂踽踽獨行
And he hoped she was, too
奢望著她能與他惺惺相惜