My Greatest Enemy

There right in front of me
My greatest enemy
Should I just turn my back or go all in?
No one would hear me scream
Won't be a pretty scene
So maybe I do best if I just bail
Tired of being me. I'm close to mutiny
I play my cards but there's no way I win
I'm breaking out of here, failing to disappear
A lackadaisical attempt to hide
I'm trying to be strong and brave
But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside
I'm lying to myself I'm fine
But to tell the truth I'm way out of line
I try so desperately to hide my misery
I'm just a puppet
But with chains for strings
Am I the only one left in this stupid town?
DAMMIT! No one seems to care at all
I'm trying to be strong and brave
But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside
I'm lying to myself I'm fine
But to tell the truth I'm way out of line
I'm trying!
I'm my own worst enemy
There right in front of me
My greatest enemy
Should I just turn my back or go all in?
I'm trying to be strong and brave
But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside
I'm lying to myself I'm fine
But to tell the truth I'm way out of line
I'm trying to be strong and brave
But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside
I'm lying to myself I'm fine
But to tell the truth I'm way out of line