T和hill

Walking up the hill tonight,
夜色中在山間徐徐行進
and you have closed your eyes,
忽然間你輕輕閉上雙眼
I wish I didn't have to make,
此時此刻我再一次希望
all those mistakes and be wise,
當時我未犯下那些錯誤
Please try to be patient,
請再耐心一點
and know that
真的希望你某天會發現
I'm still learning,
我一直在身邊細細聆聽
I'm sorry that you have to see,
實在抱歉總讓你看到
the strength inside me burning,
我內心苦苦的掙扎
But where are you my angel now?
我的天使你此時此刻又藏在哪個角落
Don't you see me crying?
是否看到我落下滾燙的淚水
And I know that you can't do it all,
理解你無法將我從苦海解救
but you can't say I'm not trying,
但我懇請你別否定我的付出
I'm on my knees in front of him,
為何我在他眼前雙膝跪地時
but he doesn't seem to see me,
他似乎連一刻都不願注視我
But all his troubles on his mind,
他將自己苦痛的遭遇
is looking right through me,
完完全全歸結於我
And I'm letting myself down,
你又怎會知道為了取悅你
by satisfying you,
我總辜負自己低到塵埃里
And I wish that you could see,
我多希望有一天你能看清
I have my troubles, too,
我也有我自己的難言之隱
Looking at you sleeping,
看你在我身邊
I'm with the man I know,
緩緩入眠
I'm sitting here weeping,
我獨自拭去淚水
while the hours pass so slow,
時間一分一秒走得好慢
And I know that in the morning,
因為我知道天亮之後
I'll have to let you go ,
覆水難收時我無法挽留你
And you'll be just a man,
那時我們將形同陌路
once I used to know,
你會變成匆匆的行者
And for these past few days,
短暫在我的生命駐足
someone I don't recognize,
然後奔赴回憶的長河
This isn't all my fault,
你何時才能明白
When will you realize?
你不該歸咎於我
Looking at you leaving,
我看著你漸行漸遠
I'm looking for a sign.
試圖尋找我們愛過的痕跡