Back to December

Back to December -Rina Johnson
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good busier than ever
Small talk work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me is
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and
I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing
But missin'you
Wishin'I'd realized what I had
When you were mine
I go back to December turn around
And make it all right
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Stayin'up playing back myself leavin'
When your birthday passed
And I didn't call
Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your loving all
I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing
But missin'you
Wishin'I'd realized
What I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around
And change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin'your sweet smile
So good to me so right
And how you held me in your arms
That September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinkin'
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again
I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing
But missin'you
Wishin'I'd realized what I had
When you were mine
I go back to December turn around
And make it all right
I go back to December turn around
And change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time