holding on

I couldn't believe it though it seems that
難以置信
I became friends with my demons
我成為了惡魔的朋友
What's going on?
發生了什麼呢
I?just?wanna get even
我只是想報復嗎
Got?a bad hair with a card?[?] down
得到噩耗下墜
Only waking up when I'm kicking it in hell
只有將它踹進地獄時我才醒來
Get the most of everything I had
盡我所能愛我所愛
Fell in love, maybe things aren't as bad
墜入愛河可能沒那麼糟糕
As it may seem but I need a stop
大概是吧我真想休息會啊
Thanking it so ****ing much, yeah
真謝天謝地
Holding on to everything in the past
堅持過去一切
Little more of what's going on
'再努力些吧'
But I can never change, yeah
似乎無法改變
You know that I'm holding on
你知道我在堅持
To everything in the past
過去的所有所有
I know that I need to stop
也許該停下了
Pretending that I don't care
假裝毫不在乎
Anymore, anymore
一而再再而三
No I need to stop go and pretending
不我要放下偽裝
Really flipping Everest
真正地跨越它
We go and send it
我們共赴
Feel like I'm caught up again
再次沉淪
Feel like my feelings on top of me
情緒如雲壓沉
Make me fall in the end
讓我隨風而倒
I feel like two-fold
模糊不清
Feel like two-tone
思緒凌亂
Feel that patty call my wrist
似乎聽到你在呼喚我
Cause it's been too long
時間太漫長了
No, hey
What's it called for
是什麼呢
What are we here to all for
我們正在做什麼
Feelings that I been holding down
一直壓抑的感情
Holding on to everything in the past
堅持過去的所有所有
Little more of what's going on
'再努力些吧'
But I can never change, yeah
但我無法改變
You know that I'm holding on
你知道我在堅持
To everything in the past
我的記憶
I know that I need to stop
該長眠不起了
Pretending that I don't care
假裝毫不在乎
Anymore, anymore
一次 又一次