Slippin (feat. Khadijah Lopez)

[Verse 1]
I aint trippin that you left, maybe itll work out for the best
They already give it to me just because the rap thing
Maybe they just acting, but I aint really trippin
Baby get some more where that came
Take her to the room and she dont even know my name
But I dont even know her name, so then what does that make me?
So ignorant when they in the club pourin liquor
Actin like a ***** mama didnt raise me
I aint got nobody with me from the past
So I get into the car and get lost in the bar scene
Feel like Imma pass out, I always seem to black out
And always Im forgetting where Im parking
Bathe in the Henny, Im a maniac
You take me to ya term and I can tell you just they react
Throw me in the eyes, shake my hand until you take me back
Back into the dark cause Im a bum and Imma make a rap
Drunk when I enter, always I be faded
People tell me I could be the greatest if I didnt do it
Fiendin for the fluid
Put the bottle down onto the ground and try to focus on my music
Maybe they gon look at me and see me as a person
Instead of a precedent, coulda been worse
Put one up in my shirt, now homie away in a hearse
Never to be seen again as they bury me in the dirt
Im always actin like everything is okay
But really deep inside, my brain so scrambled
I am only human, Im feelin what I am feelin
And I dont even really know how much more I can handle
Back atthe bar when I take another shot
Because I really aint got nobody - in my life but my kids
**** a wife while Im starin down the barrel of a shotty
Im slippin
[ Hook]
Slippin cause its easier than dippin
When Im flippin
I can barely concentrate on flippin cause Im slippin
Cold straight pimpin my mind out
And It aint fair, but its ending oh
Im like some ice frozen rubber bendin
And I resign so I quit pretendin
Cause at the bottom you should be ascending
Whos got some hope?
Are they down for lending?
Some hope? Down for lending?
Slippin...
Some, some hope? Down for lending?
Slippin...
[Verse 2: Charles Xavier]
Im feelin like Im slippin all day, drink fool
And you know for sure that sippin on blades, he cool
So dont worry bout a ***** and his pain, he could
Vouch whenever they mention on my name, people
Try to get into my club but while Im posted
Wonder when Im done. Will try to see who I associate with
Like they gun up in they fit
Better try to pin em , might a ***** try to blow me
Fake *****
You can absorb that, shoot it like I had my gun
On a war pacts you can have ya whore back
I dont really care about her *****, I already had my fun
And Im on to the next
And I make another drink and I pop another pill
And Im thinking to the shrink cause I never see it clear
But a ***** bout to when they track another rear
And this is all day
Homie I dont play, woulda fit that, hit a cosign
No way that Im gon stop losin my mind
Insane and Im gon drop into my prime
*****, mark my words, I be super humble but you ****** finna fumble in a darkside hearse
Drop a couple bottles but I (?) to a shuttle thinkin you the ****, it must have been a fart I heard
And I really wish that I could operate sober without havin to take the vodka to the face
And I really wish that I could be a great but Im lookin for the shots and I drop em into place
Then I run through another ****** fifth case I aint really got nobody
With the bottom of a bottle and my foot up on a throttle when a ***** try to leave this party
Im slippin...