I Love You, I Hate You

I love you
我愛你
I hate you
我恨你
I love you
我愛你
I hate you
我恨你
I love you
我愛你——
So much, I would give my life for this (I hate you)
——太過，以致我願意為此獻出生命（我恨你）
If the bullet was the beat, I would probably die for this (I love you)
若這節奏是子彈，大概我願意為之死去（我愛你）
How many times did I cry for this ? (I hate you)
我為這哭過多少次？ （我恨你）
I would hate myself if I didn't at least try for this (I love you)
但如果不曾嘗試過，我會恨自己（我愛你）
What's at stake is bigger than me
有比我更重要的事情，正在緊要關頭
Blood, tears, how it stains, can't rid it with ease (I hate you)
那血痕、淚痕，無法輕易被抹去（我恨你）
What we have in common is our pain, we're given the keys (I love you)
痛苦是我們的共通之處，我們被它授予了（我愛你）
To unlock what it takes to fight for what we believe in (I hate you)
那能開啟信念之戰的鑰匙（我恨你）
Hard to confront the truth of what you see in the mirror (I love you)
你難以迴避鏡中的景象（我愛你）
Some people you inspire and others you trigger (I hate you)
那些被你啟發，鼓動的人們（我恨你）
Fightin' in blind faith, led by the internal voice (I love you)
秉持著盲目的信念，被心聲指引（我愛你）
You might not wanna do it, but you don't have a choice (I hate you)
也許你不想和他們一起做，但你別無選擇（我恨你）
Will the pressure take me to new heights or be my demise? (I hate you)
壓力會帶我走向新的高點，還是死亡的深淵？ （我恨你）
Will my intentions coincide with what I advise? (I hate you)
我自己的想法會不會與我給別人的建議相悖？ （我恨你）
The people lookin' up to me, doin' everything right (I hate you)
他們崇拜我，每件事都遵照正確指示（我恨你）
But who am I to tell anyone how to live their life? (I hate you)
但教導別人如何生活的我又算什麼？ （我恨你）
Your pain threshold will determine if you survive
“若能存活，人的疼痛臨界值將被刷新”
I'm amazed by it
我為之驚嘆（我愛你）
Lyin' to myself, pretendin' I was never phased by it
對自己撒謊，裝作從沒有被這方法一點點試探
Maybe 'cause you're in my DNA, that's why
也許理由，是你已存在我的DNA中
I love you
（我愛你）
I hate you
（我恨你）
I love you
（我愛你）
Sometimes, I hate you
有時（我恨你）
Always, I love you
永遠地（我愛你）
But right now, I hate you
但此刻（我恨你）
I love you
（我愛你）
I hate you
（我恨你）
You made a promise to God to be there for your kids (I love you)
你向神發誓會為你的孩子們踏入那種境地，（我愛你）
You made a promise to give them a life you didn't live (I hate you)
你發誓要把你沒能過上的生活給他們。（我恨你）
My ego won't fully allow me to say that I miss you (I love you)
我的自大讓我無法順利地說出我想你，（我愛你）
A woman who hasn't confronted all her daddy issues (I hate you)
作為一個還沒能完全解決戀父情結的女人。（我恨你）
The day will come when you gotta find all the answers to your sins (I love you)
總有一天你要發現自己罪行的後果：（我愛你）
Pressures of providin', feelin' unhappy within (I hate you)
供養的壓力，心中的壓抑（我恨你）
Or what kind of external family shit up on your plate (I love you)
或是被擺在面前的那些家庭破事（我愛你）
But I understand wantin' and needin' an escape (I hate you)
但我能理解你需要一些逃避（我恨你）
Too much unsaid now, the silence givin' me headaches (I love you )
太多話沒能說出口，寂靜令人頭痛（我愛你）
Only through speech can we let go of all this dead weight (I hate you)
讓我們脫離這些致命壓力的，只有不停發聲（我恨你）
Even though I'm angry, don't wanna be disrespectful (I love you)
儘管我憤怒，也不想沒禮貌（我愛你）
Tryna figure out how to approach this in the best way (I hate you)
我正在試圖做到這一點（我恨你）
Hard to not carry these feelings even on my best days (I loveyou)
但我心情最好的日子裡，也難以不帶著這種情感（我愛你）
Never thought my parent would give me my first heartbreak (I hate you)
我從未想到是我的家長給了我第一次心碎（我恨你）
Anxiety givin' me irregular heart rate (I love you)
焦慮給予我不正常的心率（我愛你）
Used to avoid gettin' into how I really feel about this (I hate you)
從前我避免想起自己的真實感受（我恨你）
Now I see how fickle life can be and so it can 't wait (I love you)
但現在我懂得了世事無常，所以我不能再忍（我愛你）
Should've been the person there to hold me on my dark days (I hate you )
你本該是支撐我度過黑暗時刻的人（我恨你）
It's easier to stargaze and wish than be faced with this reality (I love you)
做白日夢和許願，總比面對現實來得容易（我愛你）
Is you a sperm donor or a dad to me? And still
對我來說，你究竟是捐精者還是一個父親？但仍舊
I love you (Hard to love tonight)
——我愛你（今晚難以去愛）
I hate you
我恨你
I love you (Hard to love tonight)
我愛你（今晚難以去愛）
I hate you
我恨你
Always, I love you
永遠地，我愛你
But right now, I hate you
但此刻，我恨你
Always, I love you (Hard to love tonight)
永遠地，我愛你（今晚難以去愛）
I hate you
我恨你
On this mission, you live and learn (I love you)
這趟人生你將邊走邊學（我愛你）
The world will show you no mercy from birth (I hate you)
這世界從你出生開始便不會仁慈（我恨你）
How do you humanise your hero? (I love you)
你該如何讓自己通曉世事？ （我愛你）
'Round here, you're only respected if earned (I hate you)
在這裡，只有真正值得的人才會被尊重（我恨你）
Half-hearted sorries , can't let your guard down (I love you)
虛情假意的道歉不應使你卸下心防（我愛你）
To get to nirvana, where do you start out? (I hate you)
通向你的涅槃的起點在哪？ （我恨你）
Angry 'cause they don't meet your unrealistic standards (I love you)
你為他們沒達到那不切實際的標準發怒（我愛你）
Then you realise that they'rehuman and you calm down (I hate you)
又意識到他們也只是人，再冷靜下來（我恨你）
Sometimes I'm unbalanced and I think, 'Rah, why am I losin' my steps?'
我因發現失衡之處而問自己：“我的步伐亂了嗎？”
Lately, I'm paranoid, I feel my life is a mess
接著，我變得偏執，感覺人生亂作一團
I'm just usin' my voice, hope it will have an effect
我只能用嗓音宣洩，希望它能有效果
He was just once a boy , often I seem to forget
他曾經也只是個小男孩，我常常忘記
Lookin' at Polaroids of pictures secretly kept
看著他偷藏著的寶麗來相片
You know what was destroyed, but you don't know what was left
你明白哪些已被毀滅，卻不了解哪些留了下來
Tryna phase out the noise of who you hear in your head
還想要剔除你腦海中別的聲音
Everything is a choice and anything can be said
事出皆有因，事事都能被預料
Is you missin' the point? Are you just hearin' me vent ?
你沒抓住重點嗎？你覺得我只在發牢騷嗎？
Or is you in understandin', knowin' my words will connect?
還是說你能理解它們，通曉我詞句間的聯繫
I keep you in my prayers 'cause life is short as we know
我仍會為你祈禱，因為生命如此短暫
Every mistake you make should contribute to your growth
願你犯下的錯誤都能讓你成長
What you choose to avoid'll probably come in your dreams
你避開的那些東西，也許會出現在你夢中
I'm not forgivin' for you, man, I'm forgivin' for me
我不會原諒你的，伙計，我在原諒自己
And sometimes
而有時——
I hate you
我恨你
Sometimes, I love you
有時，我愛你
Sometimes, I hate you
有時，我恨你
Always, I love you
永遠地，我愛你
I hate you
我恨你
I love you
我愛你
I hate you
我恨你