i pick loneliness

So youre right again
Youre always right but when
I call your bluff, you give it up
And will do this all again
No I cant hold it in
You get under my skin
Drives me mad how you take words back
Then we just play pretend

But I wont forget
The things you did
Cause the lies you told arent enough to hold me
One more day in your brokenness
I wont forget
But I wish I did
Cause all this pain from scars you gave
Is enough for me to pick loneliness
I wont forget

Id do anything for ya
You couldnt even love me before but
What if I fixed the wrong I did
Id still pick loneliness
Theres no coming back from this
Oh please, youre being dramatic
Theres too much I cant forget
So I pick loneliness

Okay, youre right, Im the one to blame
But give me time, you see that I can change
You could quit and throw this all away
But then its you who promises we made

But I wont forget
The things you did
Cause the lies you told arent enough to hold me
One more day in your brokenness
I wont forget
But I wish I did
Cause all this pain from scars you gave
Is enough for me to pick loneliness
I wont forget

Id do anything for ya
You couldnt even love me before but
What if I fixed the wrong I did
Id still pick loneliness
Theres no coming back from this
Oh please, youre being dramatic
There's too much I cant forget
So I pick loneliness

Nice knowing that you really dont care
I say I do but thats what you wanna hear
Hit me up, wishing that I never cared too
What if I said theres nothing that I wont do?

Id do anything for ya
You couldnt even love me before but
What if I fixed the wrong I did
Id still pick loneliness
Theres no coming back from this
Oh please, youre being dramatic
Theres too much I cant forget
So I pick loneliness