mourning soul

My days are grey like dirty snow
A Fires burning in my soul
Why should
I live - love dying in my pain
My death is reapers gain
In solitude
I cannot tell just of my deepest sorrow
All time thats left is freezing me
Im waiting for tomorrow
The fire in my mourning soul
Burns all my feelings to the ground and all my hope has gone away
I simply will decay
Of war in mind
I ran away
The chaos lies behind me but a desert plains, where
I can see - the golden bright sun blinds me
No strength, no help to break this spell
This curse that grinds me down my mortal life runs out of me
Im dying on my own