place to start

I dont have a leg to stand on
此時我沒有什麼可以依靠
Spinning like a whirlwind nothing to land on
像颶風一樣飄旋無處登陸
Came so far never thought itd be done now
人生至今從未想此事已矣
Stuck in a holding pattern waiting to come down
陷入不斷沉落的狀態中

是否有他人曾給我定義
Did somebody else define me
我能否將過去置於腦後
Can I put the past behind me
我甚至無權去做出決定
Do I even have a decision
感覺好似活在已寫好的故事中
Feeling like Im living in a story already written
而我只是他筆下情節的一部分
Am I part of a vision / made by somebody else
伸手指責惡人那人卻是我自己
Pointing fingers at villains but I'm the villain myself
或是我已失去信念如航帆無風
Or am I out of conviction with no wind in the sail
太專注於結果卻無力應對失敗
Too focused on the end and simply ready to fail
我受夠了那些我無法控制的恐懼

我受夠了每踏出一步都希望渺茫
Cause I'm tired of the fear that I can't control this
我受夠了害怕所有努力付之一炬
I'm tired of feeling like every next step's hopeless
我不再想知道結局如何
I'm tired of being scared what I build might break apart
我只想要一個全新的起點
I don't want to know the end ,
我不想再知道如何收尾
All I want is a place to start
我只想要一個地方重新開始
I don't want to know the end,
All I want is a place to start