編曲:Lv9
混音:小c
Is it easy to judge for you
對你來說評價一個人很容易吧
Hide behind a mask
躲在面具背後
Stab me in the back
在我身後捅刀子
You think I'm nothing
你覺得我一無是處吧
But it ain't easy to breathe for me
但光是呼吸對我而言就很難了
Can't hide from the pain
躲不開那些傷痛
You've brought me
你帶來的傷痛
Feeling like I'm suffocating
覺得我要窒息了
Countless hours I've wasted talking to my therapist
我花了很多很多時間做心理治療
She asks me questions but I am still clueless
心理醫生問我的問題我感到茫然
Have I really done what they said that I have done
我真的做了你口中我犯的罪行嗎
If not then why do I deserve such an outcome
如果沒有為何我要承受這些
Hallucination pays me a visit so frequent
我近來經常出現幻覺
And I cannot resist at all
我完全無法抵抗
I hear radio and television speaking ills of me
電視和廣播上都在說我的壞話
And there's nothing I can do but cry on my own
我卻除了一個人流淚什麼都不能做
Days and weeks pass
日子一天天過去
Now I can't even tell the difference between what's real and what is not
我現在甚至分不清真實和想像的區別
But I got friends, yes I have friends
我原本有朋友,是的我有朋友
They are just too busy to show up, I'm sure about that
他們只是太忙了,不能來到我身邊,我很確信
I see it's easy for you to judge
我懂了,對你來說評價一個人很容易
Hide behind a mask
躲在面具背後
Stab me in the back
在我身後捅刀子
But I mean something
但我活著應該是有意義的啊
And it ain't easy to breathe for me
如今光是呼吸對我來說都很難了
Can't hide from the pain
躲不掉那些痛苦
You've brought me
你帶來的痛苦
Feeling like I'm suffocating
感到我要窒息了
Countless hours I've wasted talking to my therapist
我花了很多時間接受心理治療
She asks me questions but I am still clueless
我的心理醫生問我的問題讓我感到迷茫
Have I really done what they said that I have done
我真的做了你口中我犯的罪行嗎
If not then why do I deserve such an outcome
如果沒有為何我要承受這些
Days and weeks pass
日子一天天過去
Now I can't even tell the difference between what's real and what is not
我現在都分不清現實和想像
But I got friends (Do I?), yes I have friends (I see)
我有過朋友的啊(是嗎?)是的我有朋友啊(我懂了)
But I'm not sure if it's just another hallucination
但我也不確定是否這也只是我的幻想