Butterfly

Yesterday i went outside
昨天我帶著媽媽的玻璃瓶
with my mamas mason jar
去外面遊玩
caught a lovely butterfly
抓獲了一隻像精靈一樣可愛的蝴蝶
when i woke up today
今天早上一起來
looked in on my fairy pet
我興沖沖地跑去探望我的小精靈
she had withered all away
卻發現她已奄奄一息
no more sighing in her breast
憔悴的像一片乾枯的落葉
im sorry for what i did
對不起我對我的所作所為感到萬分抱歉
i did what my body told me to
我貪心地想要佔有你
i didnt mean to do you harm
卻不曾想過這會給你帶來傷害
everytime i pin down what i think i want it slips away
我永遠不希望我的貪心會剝奪你的自由
your ghost slips away
你的靈魂卻不告而別
smell you on my hands for days
記憶中的你重新回到了我的生活
i cant wash away your scent
悔恨湧入骨髓我卻無能為力
if im a dog then youre a *****
我以為你跟我一樣現實
i guess youre as real as me
畢竟婊子無情戲子無義
maybe i can live with that
所以就一直抱著這樣的想法生活著
maybe i need fantasy
一輩子都在追求不切實際的東西
life of chasing butterfly
最後終於完全失去了自己
im sorry for what i did
對不起來不及向你傾訴心中的追悔
i did what my body told me to
我只是個被強烈的佔有欲侵蝕了的人
i didnt mean to do you harm
但真的不想給你造成任何傷害
everytime i pin down what i think i want it slips away
我永遠不希望我的貪心會剝奪你的自由
her ghost slips away
最後你終於自由了
i told you i would return
我曾答應你開春的時候
when the robin makes his nest
便會回到你身邊
but i aint ever comin back
可我永遠都不會再回來了
im sorry im sorry im sorry
對不起對不起對不起