Been waiting by the phone to ring everyday
But you don't really ever seem to call
I managed to push you away, away from me
Now I'm by myself, by myself here all alone
How many times did I try but can't move on
I fought a million times, but I still keep holdin' on
My heart is crumblin' deep down inside
But I still can't seem to let you go
Everyday it seems like I've been losing my mind
The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast
Moving too fast, yeah
All the times you needed me, I pushed you away
Was scared that you might pick up and just lead me astray
I need you, need you back in my life
I'll do it different this time with you
No I just can't live without you, ooh yeah, huh
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How many times did I try but can't move on
You fought a million times 'til you couldn't stand no more
I built a wall 'round my heart deep inside
Never let nobody ever come close
Everyday it seems like I've been losing my mind
The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast
Moving too fast, yeah, yeah
All the times you needed me , I pushed you away
Was scared that you might pick up and just lead me astray
I need you, need you, back in my life
I'll do it different this time with you, oh
No I just can't live without you. oh
I'm sorry that I couldn't give you all of me
This broken heart that hasn't healed entirely, oh no
Now I 'll have to live life knowing I let you slip away, oh
Everyday itseems like I've been losing my mind
The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
I feel like half of my heart is missing inside, sometimes I just wanna die
If you give me one more chance I will make a change
I will do my best to love you all of my days
I need you, need you back in my life
I'll do it different this time with you
No I just can't live without you
How Many Times - Studio Live