Shame

If only see myself reflected in your eyes
So all that i believe i am essentially are lies
And everything ive hoped to be or ever thought i
Died with your belief in me so who that hell am i?
Im wondering round confused
Wondering why i try
The more that you deny my pain
The more it intensifies...
I need someone to ache for me the way i ache for you ...
If you ignore that im alive
Ive nothing to cling to
I stare in this mirror
So tired of this life
If only you would speak to me or care if im alive
Once i swore i would die for you
But i never meant it like this
I never meant like this
No i never meant like this
I dont know if im real without you
What is left of me without you?
I dont know whats real without you
How can i exist without you?