All Dressed In White

I wanna tell you how much I have changed
But I get too scared that youd send me away
Tell me the history is too much to take
I dont relate to the boy that I was
Who poisoned the lilies and laughed at the loss
But our mutual friends say dont go there again
Every cloud is being sold to me now
Like I should be grateful that I let you down
But I dont believe in replacing the gold I found
I wanna run with you over the moor
Get out of the city take dogs on a walk
I want the car and kids now for keeps
Maybe tomorrow youll message to say
Time that we wasted just hit like a wave
So jump in a taxi and sing till were saved
If I am hoping for what has escaped
Ill get to coping with life as I wait
For heaven to pop up lets meet at the gates