LOSER (a sonnet for mental health)

Just hit thirty, and it feels like hell
The jeans don’t fit right, nothing hurts like now,
Light another, smoke another, put it out,
Shout a little, scream a little, mental health
Awkward flirting; “ you’ve not a chance but I wish you well...”
I’m a Loser, drinking all the booze, yeah.
My fridge is half empty and I feel unwell
I feel so down and really wonder how
I’m a Loser, I never meant to use ya,
I always made a promise but I let you down
Like a l-l-l-l-loser loser.
2020 and you can really tell
These kids love politics and it’s material
Take another, like another, share it out,
Anxiety, society and "where‘s our wealth?!"
I’m looking for an answer; “there's not a chance but I wish you well...”
I’m a Loser, drinking all the booze, yeah
My fridge is half empty and I feel unwell
I feel so down and really wonder how
I’m a Loser, I never meant to use ya,
I always argued back and took it personal
Like a l-l-l-l-loser loser.
(Whistle/Instrumental)
I’m a Loser
I’m a Loser,
I’m a Loser.